Yo,
So i was bboying at Downing Centre this Saturday and it's like that place you described to me. The one in Singapore i mean, you know, public, busy and whatnot. Anyways, it also serves as a district court and a local court so is it offensive if i bboy in front of it? I don't think so because alot of bboys train there. So yeah me and my friends were training and then a japanese bboy showed up named Hiro. He was pretty crazy like he was dynamic and stuff and had good tricks as well but he seemed sort of shy. And there were these very very awkward moments where none of us would jump in and dance i mean we did eventually but not that much at the start. Lol i really hate awkwardness i wonder if when we meet up in Shanghai it will be awkward? I personally don't think so but you never know, shit happens man. Sigh.... i think now i know how one would feel when it's like... your not really good at something and someone comes up in front of you and starts busting out crazy shit and like your clapping and everything but i bet secretly your full like "....goddammit dude." Yeah don't worry lol i know what it's like.
Anyways i went to this store today called Battlecraft Games to show off my nerdyness and watch my friend play "drafting" which is when you make a deck from boosters that the store keeper provides. So my friend is playing and oh your fucking god, the people who were at that store were..... NERDY. And not were they only nerdy but they were ugly as fuck too like i don't usually judge how a GUY looks only how a GIRL looks but fuck dude, these kids were UGLY. I do not want to be mean or anything but i can see why they play magic hard out. Oh and yeah Ben if you think i play alot... After you go to that store... THEN you will know what is alot and what isn't. And fuck there was some little asian kid who i wanted to hit because he was being a hardcunt. Sort of like those nerds who will have a heart attack if you forget to roll a dice or some shit. Ah that was a long rant on them.
YAY i just remembered, SHADOW WARS NEXT WEEK !!!! CAN'T WAIT !!!! Man on the subject of awkwardness... how do people get pictures with like other people? Do you just randomly walk up to them and go like "HEY HONG10 TAKE A PIC WITH ME DAWGGG" cause i think thay would be pretty weird XD.
Now on to a more serious topic. Perfection. I was talking to someone about how perfect Jiro is which is pretty true but i didn't tell that person about how i am with perfection. Perfection.... should stay very far from me. Because i usually always ruin it, i'm a strange person i like to bring the worst out of people well.... MOST people. But when i'm in Australia i just do it, like i just tend to fuck things up and sometimes i am aware of it and i try not to but usually shit just happens lol. As one of you have already witnessed, i don't really get along with everyone and when i don't like someone i sort of just tell them and tell them what i think which doesn't always work out *cough cough Chris*. Do you ever find yourself in a position where some dickhead is destroying the perfection? Not necessarily the perfection but like a peaceful moment so for example everyone is joking around and then one dickhead comes in and says something which just fucks everything up =_=+ i don't know why but i don't say what i need to say when that happens i just think to myself "Goddammit SHUT THE FUCK UP !!!!" Yeah this is usually in maths class when Aneesh won't shut the fuck up because he's....... PURE MUSCLE.
Well it looks like that's the end of my blog another random boring post. It seems like my blogs are getting lamer and lamer. Oh and yeah i got totally fucked for trials... gayness. Sigh, i should be optimistic like Sue said and look on the bright side. I'm getting better at bboying again so that's a huge plus =).
Peace,
The King Of Random
Fudge i'm watching Olivia Thai damn she's fine =P
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Dying.
Another week,
Okay, so i just finished watching the End of Evangelion again because it is so fucking good. But it got me thinking, and i just wonder what is dying like? Is it like you suddenly fade away to nothingness, or is it like fainting, more specifically, the fainting game. Because when you play the fainting game, you will lose conciousness and when you wake you will feel as though someone has stolen something from you, time. I don't even want to begin to think what the afterlife is like, in my opinion, i think it's just sleeping forever, its just that humans are not able to comprehend such a concept. Instead we choose to believe the our concsious mind lives on after death but what the truth really is we won't know till after death right?
There's a character within Evangelion named Misato Katsuragi, and she reminds me of Wen Lao Shi. Anyone who is reading this is probably wondering what the fuck i am on about, but she was a teacher in my old old school. The first school i went to in Shanghai. Jincai. I think i was closer to her than i thought, and she was one of the reasons i didn't want to leave JCID. It's not like i have THOSE kind of feelings for her, but she was just really nice to me in a weird way. She was sort of like my second Mum, cause when i went to Shanghai, my Mum wasn't there. Hahaha, Misato sort of mothers Shinji, but i like that. Cause to me, that means she's really dedicated and actually cares about Shinji and isn't just doing it because she has to. I think i wanna see her again when i go back, but she seems so busy these days =S. I was sort of like Shinji, i always wanted attention from her...
Love. It is a mysterious characteristic of the human soul. Why do we love? Why do we yearn for love? Why do some of us hate love? Is it because we're jealous and insecure beings that we have to love? Is it to make ourselves feel higher and better than others that we like to be loved by many? I'm not just talking strictly about relationships, i mean everything. I think that everyone desires love, because it's something that you NEED. It's like a tangible ecstacy, only YOU can feel it, it's not a physical object.
Sigh, i guess theres a little Shinji Ikari in all of us, just some of us are able to hide it better.
Peace out,
The King Of Random
Okay, so i just finished watching the End of Evangelion again because it is so fucking good. But it got me thinking, and i just wonder what is dying like? Is it like you suddenly fade away to nothingness, or is it like fainting, more specifically, the fainting game. Because when you play the fainting game, you will lose conciousness and when you wake you will feel as though someone has stolen something from you, time. I don't even want to begin to think what the afterlife is like, in my opinion, i think it's just sleeping forever, its just that humans are not able to comprehend such a concept. Instead we choose to believe the our concsious mind lives on after death but what the truth really is we won't know till after death right?
There's a character within Evangelion named Misato Katsuragi, and she reminds me of Wen Lao Shi. Anyone who is reading this is probably wondering what the fuck i am on about, but she was a teacher in my old old school. The first school i went to in Shanghai. Jincai. I think i was closer to her than i thought, and she was one of the reasons i didn't want to leave JCID. It's not like i have THOSE kind of feelings for her, but she was just really nice to me in a weird way. She was sort of like my second Mum, cause when i went to Shanghai, my Mum wasn't there. Hahaha, Misato sort of mothers Shinji, but i like that. Cause to me, that means she's really dedicated and actually cares about Shinji and isn't just doing it because she has to. I think i wanna see her again when i go back, but she seems so busy these days =S. I was sort of like Shinji, i always wanted attention from her...
Love. It is a mysterious characteristic of the human soul. Why do we love? Why do we yearn for love? Why do some of us hate love? Is it because we're jealous and insecure beings that we have to love? Is it to make ourselves feel higher and better than others that we like to be loved by many? I'm not just talking strictly about relationships, i mean everything. I think that everyone desires love, because it's something that you NEED. It's like a tangible ecstacy, only YOU can feel it, it's not a physical object.
Sigh, i guess theres a little Shinji Ikari in all of us, just some of us are able to hide it better.
Peace out,
The King Of Random
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Self-promotion, Belonging and Lying.
Yo,
Yeah i skipped a week of blogging because i am currently in my Trial HSC exam period and o boy it is just too gay. And no, i dont mean gay as in happy i mean gay as in fucking wack. Anyways, i thought my random (well not so much random) rant this week would be on three characteristics within humanity. These are: Self-promotion (well i don't know any other word to put it), Lying and Belonging. I think i'm going to discurss lying first otherwise you won't understand self-promotion.
So, how many of us lie? Everyone right? Correct. All of us lie to some extent but it is when you lie too much about too much shit that it gets just a little bit fucking annoying. The question i have for people though is why do you lie? Is it to protect yourself? Is it to promote yourself (WHEE HEE REFFERRENCE) ? Is it because you want to hurt someone? Yes, i do know why one would lie to make someone laugh or to hurt someone but what i don't get is why someone would lie to promote themselves. This is going to sound really upstuck, but i don't consider myself that much of a liar. I mean sure, before i was a pretty big liar and i thought i was low, but then i met certain people and that has totally warped my view. I think this is directed to somebody i know and i'm writing this for you. It will also lead to self-promotion which is another one of my issues which i will rant about.................................................................................... right now.
Self-promotion is a bitch. I don't get why people do it and often when they do do it people are stupid enough to believe them. It's not that i don't want people to be happy or whatnot, but fuck man think of a better way to make yourself look better. You see, my train of thought works like this: I'm shit, i will not accomplish anything. And it works, well for me it does, because the lower you expect of yourself, the happier you will be when you are able to break those barriers. Some people in my school seem to love self promoting themselves *cough cough Fat Annie cough cough* and i can't seem to understand this because CERTAIN INDIVIDUALS are attacking others because they claim they are self-promoting yet the true "tron bshit ppl lulz roflcopter le'lol mind rapers" are the ones who are on the offence. But i guess best defence is a good offence right guys? That's another thing you fuck-knuckle. You lack depth. Your a conformist, but your lying to me, because you listen to pop. Pop is the ultimate form of conformity. So please, drop that shit my friend cause your gay hard core asian teeny bopper shit is not impressing anybody. I can't seem to comprehend the way in which they lie in order to self promote themselves and how they can not feel any guilt because of it whatsoever.
And now, i want to talk about belonging. I am not sure if i speak for more than just myself, but within my school, i don't feel any sense of belonging. I don't have any friends you see, well i do but we dont chill anymore, rather than friends these people are just associates. Most of the time here i feel as if i'm just a staff member, someone who is here because he needs to be in order to support himself, sort of like the hotel staff at a graduation year's formal. But why do i randomly bring up belonging? Because of the formal and because it reminds me that i don't fit in anywhere, whether it be in Shanghai or Sydney. But there are some people and some places that i feel as if i'm a part of. And fuck, i can't think of any. Nah jokes man, i think... there are 2 places that come to mind. Parramatta lion dance group cause we've just done so many performances that we're all friends and what now and..... YUM CHA CRRREEEEWWWWWWW. Yayeh. Shanghai represent bitches. Someone said to me that it wasn't only me but it didn't really give me any consolation or nothing. It just sorta made my argument stronger. All of ya'll fuckers r going on a downward spiral and you really need to work things out but at this rate, it seems like graduation year is gonna be filled with more and more drama.
Peace?
The King of Random
P.S. Hang in there dude, I'm on your side. Trust me.
Yeah i skipped a week of blogging because i am currently in my Trial HSC exam period and o boy it is just too gay. And no, i dont mean gay as in happy i mean gay as in fucking wack. Anyways, i thought my random (well not so much random) rant this week would be on three characteristics within humanity. These are: Self-promotion (well i don't know any other word to put it), Lying and Belonging. I think i'm going to discurss lying first otherwise you won't understand self-promotion.
So, how many of us lie? Everyone right? Correct. All of us lie to some extent but it is when you lie too much about too much shit that it gets just a little bit fucking annoying. The question i have for people though is why do you lie? Is it to protect yourself? Is it to promote yourself (WHEE HEE REFFERRENCE) ? Is it because you want to hurt someone? Yes, i do know why one would lie to make someone laugh or to hurt someone but what i don't get is why someone would lie to promote themselves. This is going to sound really upstuck, but i don't consider myself that much of a liar. I mean sure, before i was a pretty big liar and i thought i was low, but then i met certain people and that has totally warped my view. I think this is directed to somebody i know and i'm writing this for you. It will also lead to self-promotion which is another one of my issues which i will rant about.................................................................................... right now.
Self-promotion is a bitch. I don't get why people do it and often when they do do it people are stupid enough to believe them. It's not that i don't want people to be happy or whatnot, but fuck man think of a better way to make yourself look better. You see, my train of thought works like this: I'm shit, i will not accomplish anything. And it works, well for me it does, because the lower you expect of yourself, the happier you will be when you are able to break those barriers. Some people in my school seem to love self promoting themselves *cough cough Fat Annie cough cough* and i can't seem to understand this because CERTAIN INDIVIDUALS are attacking others because they claim they are self-promoting yet the true "tron bshit ppl lulz roflcopter le'lol mind rapers" are the ones who are on the offence. But i guess best defence is a good offence right guys? That's another thing you fuck-knuckle. You lack depth. Your a conformist, but your lying to me, because you listen to pop. Pop is the ultimate form of conformity. So please, drop that shit my friend cause your gay hard core asian teeny bopper shit is not impressing anybody. I can't seem to comprehend the way in which they lie in order to self promote themselves and how they can not feel any guilt because of it whatsoever.
And now, i want to talk about belonging. I am not sure if i speak for more than just myself, but within my school, i don't feel any sense of belonging. I don't have any friends you see, well i do but we dont chill anymore, rather than friends these people are just associates. Most of the time here i feel as if i'm just a staff member, someone who is here because he needs to be in order to support himself, sort of like the hotel staff at a graduation year's formal. But why do i randomly bring up belonging? Because of the formal and because it reminds me that i don't fit in anywhere, whether it be in Shanghai or Sydney. But there are some people and some places that i feel as if i'm a part of. And fuck, i can't think of any. Nah jokes man, i think... there are 2 places that come to mind. Parramatta lion dance group cause we've just done so many performances that we're all friends and what now and..... YUM CHA CRRREEEEWWWWWWW. Yayeh. Shanghai represent bitches. Someone said to me that it wasn't only me but it didn't really give me any consolation or nothing. It just sorta made my argument stronger. All of ya'll fuckers r going on a downward spiral and you really need to work things out but at this rate, it seems like graduation year is gonna be filled with more and more drama.
Peace?
The King of Random
P.S. Hang in there dude, I'm on your side. Trust me.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
I am Random.
Hello people (2 of them... YES !!!),
So i just watched I am Sam and it was really good. It wasn't your typical movie, nor was it your typical sad, soft movie. It might have had a sort of cliche storyline, but god damn the director did it well. It's about a mentally handicapped man named Sam and he has a daughter but the department of child welfare find that he isn't capable of raising her, but he thinks he can. He pours all of his time and effort into her and she does the same vice versa. It really made me think because when i was watching the movie i saw alot of people hating on him well not hating on him but treating him like less than a person. And i see this shit alot in our streets happening. As far back as i can remember i couldn't ever stand this sort of stuff, just the thought of something like that makes my heart rush, i don't know how to describe it well but it sort of feels like someone is squeezing my heart and i feel unsafe, like anything might happen. I know that sounds really corny and shit especially coming from someone like me since i would be the type of person who would do that shit to those people.
To me, their relationship is sad because someone like me can't comprehend how their relationship will last. There are so many variables in this world, nothing is a constant and if any one of those variables changes, then that may have drastic effects towards some people. Maybe we're all blind to the fact that we can't understand the way the mentally handicapped work, it's not how they work but we can't comprehend the simplicity. I'm not saying that they're a bad thing, because if you think about it, it's sort of a good thing. If you were always happy but you couldn't understand things others could would you be unsatisfied? You can't say you are because you wouldn't be aware that you were unsatisfied. It's a strange question and i think most of us would accept who we are because of our intelligence. Anyways, i think that the movie exposes the hardships of people with intellectual disabilities but to an extreme extent. It's sort of like Forrest Gump, but much more emotional. I think that societies put too much pressure and expectations on these people and i know many people can counter this argument with the fact that they should be treated like equals and i do agree but i'm not sure. As individuals we neglect these people, think to yourself the last time there was a mentally handicapped person on the train did you sit near them? If they were going to ask you for your help, would you help them? I'm pretty sure that most people wouldn't. Nature, it seems, defines us as selfish creatures. But not all hope is lost, there are those who in my eyes are truly "good" and i can say they are perfect. To me, they are. And it isn't because they cured aids or became really famous, no, it's because of the simple things. It's because you pick someone's shit up when they drop their stuff, it's because if you saw someone lying on the ground you would call an ambulance and ask if they were ok, it's because if you saw someone crying in a hallway you would sit down next to them and try to help them. Those are just some examples, but i think you get what i mean. You gotta save the world, and 1 person can make a difference.
Peace out,
The King of Random
So i just watched I am Sam and it was really good. It wasn't your typical movie, nor was it your typical sad, soft movie. It might have had a sort of cliche storyline, but god damn the director did it well. It's about a mentally handicapped man named Sam and he has a daughter but the department of child welfare find that he isn't capable of raising her, but he thinks he can. He pours all of his time and effort into her and she does the same vice versa. It really made me think because when i was watching the movie i saw alot of people hating on him well not hating on him but treating him like less than a person. And i see this shit alot in our streets happening. As far back as i can remember i couldn't ever stand this sort of stuff, just the thought of something like that makes my heart rush, i don't know how to describe it well but it sort of feels like someone is squeezing my heart and i feel unsafe, like anything might happen. I know that sounds really corny and shit especially coming from someone like me since i would be the type of person who would do that shit to those people.
To me, their relationship is sad because someone like me can't comprehend how their relationship will last. There are so many variables in this world, nothing is a constant and if any one of those variables changes, then that may have drastic effects towards some people. Maybe we're all blind to the fact that we can't understand the way the mentally handicapped work, it's not how they work but we can't comprehend the simplicity. I'm not saying that they're a bad thing, because if you think about it, it's sort of a good thing. If you were always happy but you couldn't understand things others could would you be unsatisfied? You can't say you are because you wouldn't be aware that you were unsatisfied. It's a strange question and i think most of us would accept who we are because of our intelligence. Anyways, i think that the movie exposes the hardships of people with intellectual disabilities but to an extreme extent. It's sort of like Forrest Gump, but much more emotional. I think that societies put too much pressure and expectations on these people and i know many people can counter this argument with the fact that they should be treated like equals and i do agree but i'm not sure. As individuals we neglect these people, think to yourself the last time there was a mentally handicapped person on the train did you sit near them? If they were going to ask you for your help, would you help them? I'm pretty sure that most people wouldn't. Nature, it seems, defines us as selfish creatures. But not all hope is lost, there are those who in my eyes are truly "good" and i can say they are perfect. To me, they are. And it isn't because they cured aids or became really famous, no, it's because of the simple things. It's because you pick someone's shit up when they drop their stuff, it's because if you saw someone lying on the ground you would call an ambulance and ask if they were ok, it's because if you saw someone crying in a hallway you would sit down next to them and try to help them. Those are just some examples, but i think you get what i mean. You gotta save the world, and 1 person can make a difference.
Peace out,
The King of Random
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Some people.
Sigh,
I was thinking about random shit to blog about and i came up with it. People. Not just any people though, THOSE people, the ones who cannot stand random questions. What the fuck is up with that? All i'm doing is asking a simple question and you give me the whole why the fuck are you asking blah blah blah. Just answer the fucking shit alright? Anyways, school's back on next week and i am seriously fucked for trials. Sigh, time really does go by fast and i wish i could turn back the clock but i can't. Dammit, if only i had met her earlier i probably would have done what she said. Don't think about what to do in the future, just focus, study, get a high mark and THEN think about the future. But it's too late... goddammit.
Formal is coming up, and for my buddies who don't know what that is it's prom, and i've lost the desire to go again. Shit like that depresses me for some reason and i think i've only told Will this, but i am a very jealous person. When i look around, i see people growing up, becoming more than me. Well, that's only partially true they were always more than me. But i guess i'm going to have to deal with it. And for some reason, selfishness just came to mind.
What is selfishness? What constitutes as being selfish? To me, everyone is selfish. Or at least everyone i know is. But... maybe i'm selfish because i am sure as hell that the person i want to read this won't read it unless i tell him to. You see, Ben told me that a relationship has to work both ways, it can't be one sided. And most of the time, it is. Fucker all i do is give and give and you don't give shit back. It could be said i'm being really selfish but i have to repay some favours you gave me when i needed them. Lol, looks like hatred is beginning to get the better of me. But maybe that's what i want. Nah, it isn't because Sue would hate to see me like that. Anyways, back to the topic of being selfish. If you don't really get what i meant when i said everyone is selfish i mean like... hhmmm it's weird. For example, if your going to commit suicide and someone who cares about you says it's selfish that your going to do it, then aren't they selfish for wanting you not to do it? Aren't they selfish because they know it's going to cause them pain and hence they don't want YOU to hurt THEM? I dunno i don't wanna make this too emo.
On the bright side of things, well for me at least, i'm training again with my B~boy teacher who is now my mentor by the way as he says. The system has been changed, i don't pay him for lessons anymore, i just buy him lunch. He changed it cause that's how it goes down in America XD which is pretty sweet it's so much more informal and i guess it's better cause you feel like you know your mentor better. Well, thats it for this week. Look forward to another random ass blog by me next week.... or not.
PEACE OUT RABBIT... PEACE OUT,
The King of Random
I was thinking about random shit to blog about and i came up with it. People. Not just any people though, THOSE people, the ones who cannot stand random questions. What the fuck is up with that? All i'm doing is asking a simple question and you give me the whole why the fuck are you asking blah blah blah. Just answer the fucking shit alright? Anyways, school's back on next week and i am seriously fucked for trials. Sigh, time really does go by fast and i wish i could turn back the clock but i can't. Dammit, if only i had met her earlier i probably would have done what she said. Don't think about what to do in the future, just focus, study, get a high mark and THEN think about the future. But it's too late... goddammit.
Formal is coming up, and for my buddies who don't know what that is it's prom, and i've lost the desire to go again. Shit like that depresses me for some reason and i think i've only told Will this, but i am a very jealous person. When i look around, i see people growing up, becoming more than me. Well, that's only partially true they were always more than me. But i guess i'm going to have to deal with it. And for some reason, selfishness just came to mind.
What is selfishness? What constitutes as being selfish? To me, everyone is selfish. Or at least everyone i know is. But... maybe i'm selfish because i am sure as hell that the person i want to read this won't read it unless i tell him to. You see, Ben told me that a relationship has to work both ways, it can't be one sided. And most of the time, it is. Fucker all i do is give and give and you don't give shit back. It could be said i'm being really selfish but i have to repay some favours you gave me when i needed them. Lol, looks like hatred is beginning to get the better of me. But maybe that's what i want. Nah, it isn't because Sue would hate to see me like that. Anyways, back to the topic of being selfish. If you don't really get what i meant when i said everyone is selfish i mean like... hhmmm it's weird. For example, if your going to commit suicide and someone who cares about you says it's selfish that your going to do it, then aren't they selfish for wanting you not to do it? Aren't they selfish because they know it's going to cause them pain and hence they don't want YOU to hurt THEM? I dunno i don't wanna make this too emo.
On the bright side of things, well for me at least, i'm training again with my B~boy teacher who is now my mentor by the way as he says. The system has been changed, i don't pay him for lessons anymore, i just buy him lunch. He changed it cause that's how it goes down in America XD which is pretty sweet it's so much more informal and i guess it's better cause you feel like you know your mentor better. Well, thats it for this week. Look forward to another random ass blog by me next week.... or not.
PEACE OUT RABBIT... PEACE OUT,
The King of Random
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Optimism.
Hello everybody,
So i was planning to blog about friendship and some bullcrap like that but i met up with a very old friend today and she dropped some dope knowledge on me. Anyways, other shit that has happened this week... hhmmm. Oh yeah, my failing 2000s. Aahhh gayness, indeed gayness. I was meant to go to a jam as well tommorow(well actually today since im writing this at 12:30 since i cant sleep... gayness) but im dropping out because im not ready for it lol. You see, if this was the HSC i wouldnt get that choice. I feel really tired at the moment so i think that this is going to be very very lazy. So lazy that it's going to be as shit as one of those asian proposals. Well proposal isnt a really good word for it no, what i mean is a Chris Chan beg you to go out with me plea and i think only me and Cassie will understand what i mean >_<..
Like i already said, i met a very very old friend whom i have known for a very long time and lol i dunno if this is a bad thing but the first thing i noticed was that she lost alot of weight. Well not alot but quite a bit since the last time i saw her which was...... fuck i cant remember. Oh well whatever it was really good to see her again, at first i felt a bit nervous and awkward i dont know why actually no thats a lie i do its because her boyfriend was there with her but he was actually really cool about it. She told me to be positive. See, usually if someone said that i wouldnt really listen but since shes like really pretty (You thought i wouldnt mention you didnt you Ben?) i listen. Nah im joking, its because she said she knows people with cancer and shit that makes my disease look like a scratch stay positive and then i realized i was being a very very very silly boy for the past... few... months i think? Yeah somewhere around that. Its true to an extent, we have to look forward or else we will only fall into our fears. Im still a bit of a skeptic about the optimism part though, because i still havent proved to myself i can do what i want. I try and i still fail. lol. But maybe Ben's right and maybe YJ's right, i have to be able to respect what i do. Sigh this is starting to sound really gay so ill just end this blog now. =_=...
Peace out,
The King of Random
So i was planning to blog about friendship and some bullcrap like that but i met up with a very old friend today and she dropped some dope knowledge on me. Anyways, other shit that has happened this week... hhmmm. Oh yeah, my failing 2000s. Aahhh gayness, indeed gayness. I was meant to go to a jam as well tommorow(well actually today since im writing this at 12:30 since i cant sleep... gayness) but im dropping out because im not ready for it lol. You see, if this was the HSC i wouldnt get that choice. I feel really tired at the moment so i think that this is going to be very very lazy. So lazy that it's going to be as shit as one of those asian proposals. Well proposal isnt a really good word for it no, what i mean is a Chris Chan beg you to go out with me plea and i think only me and Cassie will understand what i mean >_<..
Like i already said, i met a very very old friend whom i have known for a very long time and lol i dunno if this is a bad thing but the first thing i noticed was that she lost alot of weight. Well not alot but quite a bit since the last time i saw her which was...... fuck i cant remember. Oh well whatever it was really good to see her again, at first i felt a bit nervous and awkward i dont know why actually no thats a lie i do its because her boyfriend was there with her but he was actually really cool about it. She told me to be positive. See, usually if someone said that i wouldnt really listen but since shes like really pretty (You thought i wouldnt mention you didnt you Ben?) i listen. Nah im joking, its because she said she knows people with cancer and shit that makes my disease look like a scratch stay positive and then i realized i was being a very very very silly boy for the past... few... months i think? Yeah somewhere around that. Its true to an extent, we have to look forward or else we will only fall into our fears. Im still a bit of a skeptic about the optimism part though, because i still havent proved to myself i can do what i want. I try and i still fail. lol. But maybe Ben's right and maybe YJ's right, i have to be able to respect what i do. Sigh this is starting to sound really gay so ill just end this blog now. =_=...
Peace out,
The King of Random
Thanks for everything Sue.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Hypocricy, the holidays and Olivia Thai. [Take-2]
AAAHHHH FUCK !!!! ==... Sorry. I was half writing this blog and then that gay msn shit came up where it has a search bar and i typed in a convo and then the thing came up and i pressed enter cause it came up the same time i pressed enter to send message and here i am writing it all over again. Ok so its another Saturday and here i go again with another 3 random random rants. The holidays, since it is the holidays now for me, Olivia Thai, a very very very sexy lady ;) and hypocricy. So im gonna talk about them in that order too because according to Benjamin im focusing on alot of negative shit but ill just save the negative shit till the very end k?
It is now the holidays for me a very short holidays, 2 weeks to be exact. But the thing is that its not really a holiday you see because after these holidays i have my trial HSC exams which are.... BIG. Mostly because of the fact that this is gonna determine about 50% of my final score but whatever. I'll probably fuck up like usual... which leads to my 3 goals for these holidays. First off, theres studying obviously but rather than studying, the goal here is to DO IT and get motivated because i say this every holiday but i never end up studying so yeah. Second goal is to get.... 2000s !!!!!! Damn they are sexy motherfuckers and i need some power anyways for Dancekool and Super Round Box 3. And... last but not least, get a japanese school girl, drug her, tie her up and enslave her. Nah im just jkin mangz... you know me, am i the type of guy who would be likely to do that? You decide. The real goal is to find what i want to do in the future sort of like find your meaning zen crap, which relates to the whole fucking up in school thing.
Olivia Thai.... sigh.... she is... breathtaking XD. Well to me she is. Lol shes got a great voice but its too... common for singers she sounds like every other pop star. But thats cool, coz... SHES FUCKING HOT... and her rack is amazing too... =). But, she has a boyfriend. And i think its that one guy from that uumm youtube channel JustKiddingFilms. Dammit that dude is so lucky T____T.. Oh and yeah she looks better without make up on coz when she does have make up on she sort of looks like a hooker. A 2-dime hooker.
If your wondering why im going to rant about hypocricy, then your a tool. Like a major super tool. Read the blog name douchebag, its the king of random for a reason. Nah im jkin. There is some reason behind the hypocricy thing. Its because i have a friend you see, and this friend has a blog. His first post was on how love is being used too lightly these days and how its lost all meaning, and lately, he is back into his ex, and hes doing something very very hypocritical and gay. Hes using that stupid Less than 3 shit, yes you know what im talking about, <3. So whos the motherfucker whos afraid to love now bitch? But its not only that, hes talking alot of shit about this chick whos actually pretty cool and no, if your reading this dude, its not Karen, its you. Yet i do alot of wack shit too, i talk behind peoples back, i plot and i scheme yet no one seems to get pissed off at me well except for the person im picking on. You know what this proves? He's weak. Hes a pragmatist. He changes to what benefits him. And its pretty fucked up, because i think hes trying to be all deep and shit, but really just no. How can he know anything? Hes rich. He fails by default. Lol im getting a bit too worked up now so imma just end this rant now and say: the human race is fucked up, accept it.
Peace out,
The King Of Random
It is now the holidays for me a very short holidays, 2 weeks to be exact. But the thing is that its not really a holiday you see because after these holidays i have my trial HSC exams which are.... BIG. Mostly because of the fact that this is gonna determine about 50% of my final score but whatever. I'll probably fuck up like usual... which leads to my 3 goals for these holidays. First off, theres studying obviously but rather than studying, the goal here is to DO IT and get motivated because i say this every holiday but i never end up studying so yeah. Second goal is to get.... 2000s !!!!!! Damn they are sexy motherfuckers and i need some power anyways for Dancekool and Super Round Box 3. And... last but not least, get a japanese school girl, drug her, tie her up and enslave her. Nah im just jkin mangz... you know me, am i the type of guy who would be likely to do that? You decide. The real goal is to find what i want to do in the future sort of like find your meaning zen crap, which relates to the whole fucking up in school thing.
Olivia Thai.... sigh.... she is... breathtaking XD. Well to me she is. Lol shes got a great voice but its too... common for singers she sounds like every other pop star. But thats cool, coz... SHES FUCKING HOT... and her rack is amazing too... =). But, she has a boyfriend. And i think its that one guy from that uumm youtube channel JustKiddingFilms. Dammit that dude is so lucky T____T.. Oh and yeah she looks better without make up on coz when she does have make up on she sort of looks like a hooker. A 2-dime hooker.
If your wondering why im going to rant about hypocricy, then your a tool. Like a major super tool. Read the blog name douchebag, its the king of random for a reason. Nah im jkin. There is some reason behind the hypocricy thing. Its because i have a friend you see, and this friend has a blog. His first post was on how love is being used too lightly these days and how its lost all meaning, and lately, he is back into his ex, and hes doing something very very hypocritical and gay. Hes using that stupid Less than 3 shit, yes you know what im talking about, <3. So whos the motherfucker whos afraid to love now bitch? But its not only that, hes talking alot of shit about this chick whos actually pretty cool and no, if your reading this dude, its not Karen, its you. Yet i do alot of wack shit too, i talk behind peoples back, i plot and i scheme yet no one seems to get pissed off at me well except for the person im picking on. You know what this proves? He's weak. Hes a pragmatist. He changes to what benefits him. And its pretty fucked up, because i think hes trying to be all deep and shit, but really just no. How can he know anything? Hes rich. He fails by default. Lol im getting a bit too worked up now so imma just end this rant now and say: the human race is fucked up, accept it.
Peace out,
The King Of Random
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