Self-promotion, Belonging and Lying.

Yo,

Yeah i skipped a week of blogging because i am currently in my Trial HSC exam period and o boy it is just too gay. And no, i dont mean gay as in happy i mean gay as in fucking wack. Anyways, i thought my random (well not so much random) rant this week would be on three characteristics within humanity. These are: Self-promotion (well i don't know any other word to put it), Lying and Belonging. I think i'm going to discurss lying first otherwise you won't understand self-promotion.

So, how many of us lie? Everyone right? Correct. All of us lie to some extent but it is when you lie too much about too much shit that it gets just a little bit fucking annoying. The question i have for people though is why do you lie? Is it to protect yourself? Is it to promote yourself (WHEE HEE REFFERRENCE) ? Is it because you want to hurt someone? Yes, i do know why one would lie to make someone laugh or to hurt someone but what i don't get is why someone would lie to promote themselves. This is going to sound really upstuck, but i don't consider myself that much of a liar. I mean sure, before i was a pretty big liar and i thought i was low, but then i met certain people and that has totally warped my view. I think this is directed to somebody i know and i'm writing this for you. It will also lead to self-promotion which is another one of my issues which i will rant about.................................................................................... right now.

Self-promotion is a bitch. I don't get why people do it and often when they do do it people are stupid enough to believe them. It's not that i don't want people to be happy or whatnot, but fuck man think of a better way to make yourself look better. You see, my train of thought works like this: I'm shit, i will not accomplish anything. And it works, well for me it does, because the lower you expect of yourself, the happier you will be when you are able to break those barriers. Some people in my school seem to love self promoting themselves *cough cough Fat Annie cough cough* and i can't seem to understand this because CERTAIN INDIVIDUALS are attacking others because they claim they are self-promoting yet the true "tron bshit ppl lulz roflcopter le'lol mind rapers" are the ones who are on the offence. But i guess best defence is a good offence right guys? That's another thing you fuck-knuckle. You lack depth. Your a conformist, but your lying to me, because you listen to pop. Pop is the ultimate form of conformity. So please, drop that shit my friend cause your gay hard core asian teeny bopper shit is not impressing anybody. I can't seem to comprehend the way in which they lie in order to self promote themselves and how they can not feel any guilt because of it whatsoever.

And now, i want to talk about belonging. I am not sure if i speak for more than just myself, but within my school, i don't feel any sense of belonging. I don't have any friends you see, well i do but we dont chill anymore, rather than friends these people are just associates. Most of the time here i feel as if i'm just a staff member, someone who is here because he needs to be in order to support himself, sort of like the hotel staff at a graduation year's formal. But why do i randomly bring up belonging? Because of the formal and because it reminds me that i don't fit in anywhere, whether it be in Shanghai or Sydney. But there are some people and some places that i feel as if i'm a part of. And fuck, i can't think of any. Nah jokes man, i think... there are 2 places that come to mind. Parramatta lion dance group cause we've just done so many performances that we're all friends and what now and..... YUM CHA CRRREEEEWWWWWWW. Yayeh. Shanghai represent bitches. Someone said to me that it wasn't only me but it didn't really give me any consolation or nothing. It just sorta made my argument stronger. All of ya'll fuckers r going on a downward spiral and you really need to work things out but at this rate, it seems like graduation year is gonna be filled with more and more drama.

Peace?
The King of Random


P.S. Hang in there dude, I'm on your side. Trust me.