The HSC is gay,
Well because a certain someone told me that my blog's were not being random enough, i thought i would not include the main points in the title to make it a bit fun. First off, the HSC is happening in 3 weeks so i should actually probably be studying right about now but no, because i'm such an awesome guy, i'm writing this shit up for you. I had my battle yesterday and boy was it fun. 3 battle beotch. And i tied in one of them too [YYEEAAAHHH !!!]. Was very very happy. As you can tell.
I've been watching Trigun again just cause i was bored and there's one character who seems to be perfect... too perfect. Rem Saverem, yes i know it is a strange name because her first name shows twice. But anyways, this Rem she is like the epitomy of perfect and as you already know i don't exactly feel comfortable when i see or come into contact with things i consider to be 'perfect'. Because me being me, i will most definitely fuck perfection up. Jeff said for some reason, when someone performs or something, he feels embrassed and i get what he means. I don't think you do though. Like your not the one actually performing but you get embrassed for some reason. I think that maybe it's because the performers are usually representing you in some way so if like they fuck up or do a shitty performance you will be like "dude... just get off the stage. Please nigga, just get off". Off topic, but thats how i roll. Anyways, Rem reminds me of Sue for some reason i think it's because she's wise like Sue, not necessarily smart but wise. And Sue in my eyes is perfect in every way, yet i know that if i begin to point out all her follies and problems i can destroy the status of her image. I do miss her alot though, but i should probably listen to her and study hard, get a good UAI and... yeah. But that won't happen.
High school has finished and everyone gets along so well. It's strange and i don't think i understand it very well. Old enemies have become friends and all grudges have been abondoned. And fuck i think i spelt abondoned wrong, yeah i probably did. I think at this point i feel some sadness within my heart and i regret not utilizing my time with my friends more efficiently. I have come to realize that the once tenuous relationships i have with alot of my friends were stronger than i had thought its just that i was blind at that time. I don't want to dwell too much on it since it's already happened and plus, i'm used to this feeling i did leave SHSID AND Jincai. It's just this time i left properly and not because some shit had gone down which didn't turn out as planned. I guess all we can and should do now is just plan for the future, not plan for the future in general but like events with the old crew and shit. Picnics, movies, dinner whatever i dunno man. Just keep in touch.
I was talking to someone and i was saying how sometimes i feel really secure when i only trust myself but he said that that was insecurity which is true i guess cause it does fit the definition. But i can't explain the feeling, it's.... strange. I don't feel insecure, i feel strong i guess the best way to express it is... think of having someone you really trust and who you know won't fuck up on you, only, that person is you. And no matter what happens, you'll still be able to stand on your feet. I guess it's because when i'm at that state of mind, i don't need anyone else, i'm ready to tackle anything by myself and anyone who helps me, well, their like bonuses then =)
So i guess you could say this blog was about... insecurity, Rem and.. school? Something like that.
Peace out,
The King of Random
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Peronality, Youtube aging, Internet arguing, how to pee and getting served by people you know.
Harro,
Damn, well first off last night was a shit session for me and my crew. We walked around the city trying to find somewhere to dance at... and by the time we found one we were too tired. So we sessioned and wow we made oh so many mistakes in our sets. Hard fucking gay. Anyways onto the blog.
So i wanted to talk about personality. Some people consider others to be fakes that is, they are hiding their true self. But i personally do that. I have shades of who i am. Maybe to you i might seem nice or a prick or annoying but to others i try to express my true self. For example, in Shanghai i generally try to be nice to everyone and if i need help with something or something feels wrong i'll say it whereas here i try to be more of a dick to people and just laugh like hell really. It's hard to explain i guess if you could be a different person everyday you would understand. But it's just who i am. I'm not actually hiding who i am, the fact that i have changing personalities is just part of my personality if that makes any sense. I guess you could say its like eating food. Sometimes you save the best shit for last and i guess i sorta do that only instead of best and last it just really depends on who you are and what i'm feeling at the time. Hhhmm... do you do that? Just wondering lol cause i do know other people who do it.
Youtube is becoming fucking gay. And it's for a reason. You see, for some fucked up reason, you don't seem to age on youtube. You just sorta stay 16 or 18 or whatever age you put for the rest of your life according to youtube. It's especially fucking annoying because some videos recquire that you be 18 to view them and since you don't age well, you would have to get another account. Sigh... i thought they would have picked up on that problem and fixed it but apparently not. Now since i'm on the topic of the internet i would like to talk about something which is purely retarded. Internet arguing. Yes it comes in all sorts of forms, youtube, bboy.org, msn etc you get the point. But it's the shittalking that really gets me pissed off. I know i talked about this last week but it doesn't seem to go away. People who argue and bitch and shit over the internet are actually just pussies and yes i'm referring to someone Cassie, if you have something to say to someone say it to their face cause what your trying to do is get a message accross and hiding behind a computer screen will not do that for you. It's funny though cause i can imagine Cassie going up to the guy and giving him shit and how he won't be able to talk shit back XD. I'm pretty sure i've asked him why he doesnt just give shit to her straight up and i didn't really get a solid answer...
Public toilets. Most people don't take shits on them and i can understand why. For some reason, and i don't know if this applies to female toilets, people don't know how to pee properly. Its all over the toilet seat and on the fucking floor like damn dude its not that hard just aim for where the water is for fuck's sake. Sigh i don't think i'll ever be able to understand why people can't learn to pee. And it's the same with toilet rolls. I don't see why people have to be retards and throw water on the toilet roll and you see, the fucked up thing is that they dont actually remove the toilet roll so either A: They splash the water from the toilet bowl onto it with their hands or B: They put in the effort to carry water over and pour it onto the toilet roll. Sigh.
Have you ever been served by someone you know at school or like at uni or whatever at KFC or Mcdonalds or any store to be really general? Do you feel the awkwardness? I don't mean getting served by your friends but by people you know but don't know well enough. I always find it strange and for some odd reason i feel the need to burst out laughing. I need help... I can't describe the awkwardness i know i try to like make awkwardness less awkward but this is a no zone. I sort of just try to avoid eye contact and order what i want and get the fuck out of there.
So that's all that was really on my mind this week oh yeah Super Round Box 3 is on next Friday but i actually feel sort of ready. Now, it's time for some hardcore asian TB speak. SIF SSIIIFFF BRROO SIF GG GFG GEE GEE MUCH!?!? MUCH!?!?!? PLOX PLOX GEE GEE. No. Stop now. Just stop.
Wish me luck for SRB3 or you will feel the wrath of my penis,
The King of Random
Damn, well first off last night was a shit session for me and my crew. We walked around the city trying to find somewhere to dance at... and by the time we found one we were too tired. So we sessioned and wow we made oh so many mistakes in our sets. Hard fucking gay. Anyways onto the blog.
So i wanted to talk about personality. Some people consider others to be fakes that is, they are hiding their true self. But i personally do that. I have shades of who i am. Maybe to you i might seem nice or a prick or annoying but to others i try to express my true self. For example, in Shanghai i generally try to be nice to everyone and if i need help with something or something feels wrong i'll say it whereas here i try to be more of a dick to people and just laugh like hell really. It's hard to explain i guess if you could be a different person everyday you would understand. But it's just who i am. I'm not actually hiding who i am, the fact that i have changing personalities is just part of my personality if that makes any sense. I guess you could say its like eating food. Sometimes you save the best shit for last and i guess i sorta do that only instead of best and last it just really depends on who you are and what i'm feeling at the time. Hhhmm... do you do that? Just wondering lol cause i do know other people who do it.
Youtube is becoming fucking gay. And it's for a reason. You see, for some fucked up reason, you don't seem to age on youtube. You just sorta stay 16 or 18 or whatever age you put for the rest of your life according to youtube. It's especially fucking annoying because some videos recquire that you be 18 to view them and since you don't age well, you would have to get another account. Sigh... i thought they would have picked up on that problem and fixed it but apparently not. Now since i'm on the topic of the internet i would like to talk about something which is purely retarded. Internet arguing. Yes it comes in all sorts of forms, youtube, bboy.org, msn etc you get the point. But it's the shittalking that really gets me pissed off. I know i talked about this last week but it doesn't seem to go away. People who argue and bitch and shit over the internet are actually just pussies and yes i'm referring to someone Cassie, if you have something to say to someone say it to their face cause what your trying to do is get a message accross and hiding behind a computer screen will not do that for you. It's funny though cause i can imagine Cassie going up to the guy and giving him shit and how he won't be able to talk shit back XD. I'm pretty sure i've asked him why he doesnt just give shit to her straight up and i didn't really get a solid answer...
Public toilets. Most people don't take shits on them and i can understand why. For some reason, and i don't know if this applies to female toilets, people don't know how to pee properly. Its all over the toilet seat and on the fucking floor like damn dude its not that hard just aim for where the water is for fuck's sake. Sigh i don't think i'll ever be able to understand why people can't learn to pee. And it's the same with toilet rolls. I don't see why people have to be retards and throw water on the toilet roll and you see, the fucked up thing is that they dont actually remove the toilet roll so either A: They splash the water from the toilet bowl onto it with their hands or B: They put in the effort to carry water over and pour it onto the toilet roll. Sigh.
Have you ever been served by someone you know at school or like at uni or whatever at KFC or Mcdonalds or any store to be really general? Do you feel the awkwardness? I don't mean getting served by your friends but by people you know but don't know well enough. I always find it strange and for some odd reason i feel the need to burst out laughing. I need help... I can't describe the awkwardness i know i try to like make awkwardness less awkward but this is a no zone. I sort of just try to avoid eye contact and order what i want and get the fuck out of there.
So that's all that was really on my mind this week oh yeah Super Round Box 3 is on next Friday but i actually feel sort of ready. Now, it's time for some hardcore asian TB speak. SIF SSIIIFFF BRROO SIF GG GFG GEE GEE MUCH!?!? MUCH!?!?!? PLOX PLOX GEE GEE. No. Stop now. Just stop.
Wish me luck for SRB3 or you will feel the wrath of my penis,
The King of Random
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Asians, Metrosexuality, Serenity, Dedication and The Underdog.
YYYAAAOOO MAH NIGGA G'S !!!!!!!,
I was talking to my friend (sort of) and he was pretending to be a hard cunt. Over the internet of course. But then i looked back and i realized... he cried because i... messed his hair up and you know, that really got me thinking... Is it just me, or is the asian male population becoming more......... female? I don't know but judging from the people around me i would say so. I mean, look at the hair to start off with. Super Saiyan hair is for cartoons mate, leave that shit where it belongs don't be bringing it out here. And what the fuck is up with all these pussies who think their lives are complete shit because they got rejected or broke up with some girl. I mean c'mon dude, a bad life would be like having your penis chopped off because the doctor fucked up your circumcision and then turning into a girl and only realizing at the age of 13 that your actually a dude like that kid on Law and Order: Special Victims Unit, or like accidentally getting AIDS through a blood transfusion because the doctor accidentally put a blood pack infected with the HIV virus. Yeah. Or just being in my school and having to walk around seeing people like Eugene Cheng and Millie Brown. SPEAKING of Millie Brown, the fat ugly bitch must have gotten really high or some shit and she is now engaged. WHAT THE FUCK. Anyways back to the asian thing. I think it's because all our role models sort of suck balls. We gotta bring it back to the old school man, we need a new Mao Zhe Dong !!! You know who is fully GANGSTA BRAH though? Che Guevara. That nigga deserves respect y'all.
Since i am on the topic of asians, metrosexuality and pretty much just pussies in general, i want to talk about a sensitive issue. War. In my opinion, i think that if your country is under invasion by another country, you need to step that shit up and fight. Like think about it people, if your home country was being invaded by another douchebag country, would you just let them walk all over you? If their succesful, you're fucked anyways so you might as well put up a fight. I know alot of people think war is stupid and peace and love and bullshit but let's get real. Humans are stupid creatures. I've said that at least a billion times on this blog. I think we should defend ourselves, but we shouldn't be invading cause that's just the same as hatin'. I guess what i am trying to say is that if my country was being invaded, then yeah, i'll jump in and fight, but if for some unknown reason we become super pricks and invade another country, then fuck that i'm out cause that shit is just wack.
I have been actually writing this blog over like 5 days now so it really will be very fucking random. I was just talking to my friend on the phone and i was saying how i never really felt like i belonged anywhere well except for Shanghai but even Shanghai is becoming a foreign field to me... But anyways that's not the point of this post. I think the reason that Shanghai seems so warm and welcome to me is because i feel the serenity in it. It's ironic though because it's supposed to be really busy and uneasy when your there but i can remember, during the summer, looking out the window at like 9 at night and everything on my street is so quiet and nice. The weather was like hot but fuck it, i like the sumemr more than the winter. It's sorta like that scene in Kiki's Delivery Service just before she says she's going to stay in that town. You see the street and it is..... calm.
Ever meet one of those people who go up to you and say "TEACH ME HOW TO DANCE BRUUUHHHH !!!! I'LL FULL DEDICATE BBRRUUUUHHHH !!!!" and then stop trying after they can't get airflares in a day? I have, and boy is it fucking gay. I don't just mean those cunts who try to learn to show off but those people who can do a 6 step and think they are the fucking shit. I don't actually know how i deal with them i think i have a switch in my brain which says "Turn ON to ignore TBs" only... mine doesn't have an off switch. Dude, trust me, i know how you feel. I go on bboy.org. Of course not all of the people there are wack but a large number seem to be. Shit talkers, that's the word i'm looking for. Too many shit talkers on youtube and bboy org they seem to love commenting but they can't do shit to back themselves up and when they do have a video and people begin to make accusations, they have about 1 million excuses. Oh my dog was annoying me, i just jacked it, the lighting was bad, i trained for 48 hours last night even though there are only 24 hours in a day. Yup, we've heard em all.
I'm beginning to become a product of my mentor, i feel like i'm Kenshin Himura only i didn't dog my master. I'm beginning to think like him too and i do not know whether that is good or bad. I can see myself becoming more and more of an asshole to some people and nicer to others... Is that good? It seems to me like it is because i'm comfortable well no, i'm not because i'm becoming what i hate. I think i'm becoming a TB not in the shuffling sense or anything but in the snobbysense. Tell me what you think. Oh and yeah... the Underdog, good fucking song.
CAUSE YOU GOTTA BE TWICE AS GOOD YEAH YYYEEAAAHHHH !!!!,
The King Of Random
I was talking to my friend (sort of) and he was pretending to be a hard cunt. Over the internet of course. But then i looked back and i realized... he cried because i... messed his hair up and you know, that really got me thinking... Is it just me, or is the asian male population becoming more......... female? I don't know but judging from the people around me i would say so. I mean, look at the hair to start off with. Super Saiyan hair is for cartoons mate, leave that shit where it belongs don't be bringing it out here. And what the fuck is up with all these pussies who think their lives are complete shit because they got rejected or broke up with some girl. I mean c'mon dude, a bad life would be like having your penis chopped off because the doctor fucked up your circumcision and then turning into a girl and only realizing at the age of 13 that your actually a dude like that kid on Law and Order: Special Victims Unit, or like accidentally getting AIDS through a blood transfusion because the doctor accidentally put a blood pack infected with the HIV virus. Yeah. Or just being in my school and having to walk around seeing people like Eugene Cheng and Millie Brown. SPEAKING of Millie Brown, the fat ugly bitch must have gotten really high or some shit and she is now engaged. WHAT THE FUCK. Anyways back to the asian thing. I think it's because all our role models sort of suck balls. We gotta bring it back to the old school man, we need a new Mao Zhe Dong !!! You know who is fully GANGSTA BRAH though? Che Guevara. That nigga deserves respect y'all.
Since i am on the topic of asians, metrosexuality and pretty much just pussies in general, i want to talk about a sensitive issue. War. In my opinion, i think that if your country is under invasion by another country, you need to step that shit up and fight. Like think about it people, if your home country was being invaded by another douchebag country, would you just let them walk all over you? If their succesful, you're fucked anyways so you might as well put up a fight. I know alot of people think war is stupid and peace and love and bullshit but let's get real. Humans are stupid creatures. I've said that at least a billion times on this blog. I think we should defend ourselves, but we shouldn't be invading cause that's just the same as hatin'. I guess what i am trying to say is that if my country was being invaded, then yeah, i'll jump in and fight, but if for some unknown reason we become super pricks and invade another country, then fuck that i'm out cause that shit is just wack.
I have been actually writing this blog over like 5 days now so it really will be very fucking random. I was just talking to my friend on the phone and i was saying how i never really felt like i belonged anywhere well except for Shanghai but even Shanghai is becoming a foreign field to me... But anyways that's not the point of this post. I think the reason that Shanghai seems so warm and welcome to me is because i feel the serenity in it. It's ironic though because it's supposed to be really busy and uneasy when your there but i can remember, during the summer, looking out the window at like 9 at night and everything on my street is so quiet and nice. The weather was like hot but fuck it, i like the sumemr more than the winter. It's sorta like that scene in Kiki's Delivery Service just before she says she's going to stay in that town. You see the street and it is..... calm.
Ever meet one of those people who go up to you and say "TEACH ME HOW TO DANCE BRUUUHHHH !!!! I'LL FULL DEDICATE BBRRUUUUHHHH !!!!" and then stop trying after they can't get airflares in a day? I have, and boy is it fucking gay. I don't just mean those cunts who try to learn to show off but those people who can do a 6 step and think they are the fucking shit. I don't actually know how i deal with them i think i have a switch in my brain which says "Turn ON to ignore TBs" only... mine doesn't have an off switch. Dude, trust me, i know how you feel. I go on bboy.org. Of course not all of the people there are wack but a large number seem to be. Shit talkers, that's the word i'm looking for. Too many shit talkers on youtube and bboy org they seem to love commenting but they can't do shit to back themselves up and when they do have a video and people begin to make accusations, they have about 1 million excuses. Oh my dog was annoying me, i just jacked it, the lighting was bad, i trained for 48 hours last night even though there are only 24 hours in a day. Yup, we've heard em all.
I'm beginning to become a product of my mentor, i feel like i'm Kenshin Himura only i didn't dog my master. I'm beginning to think like him too and i do not know whether that is good or bad. I can see myself becoming more and more of an asshole to some people and nicer to others... Is that good? It seems to me like it is because i'm comfortable well no, i'm not because i'm becoming what i hate. I think i'm becoming a TB not in the shuffling sense or anything but in the snobbysense. Tell me what you think. Oh and yeah... the Underdog, good fucking song.
CAUSE YOU GOTTA BE TWICE AS GOOD YEAH YYYEEAAAHHHH !!!!,
The King Of Random
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Eavesdropping, wants, needs and buses.
So so so,
I didn't post last week. Yeah my bad lol i am getting lazy =S. This is sort of like my diary but also like an escape when i can't bboy. Speaking of bboying i have been doing alot of that shit these days and this week i tried too hard and this leads to one of my issues. So i started training Tuesdays, Fridays and Saturdays so i could get better for super round box but this week i tried to do even more and tried to train on Mondays as well. And... on Tuesday my parents were telling me to come home early and i think this was my first real wake up call. I am actually pretty free, my parents don't usually care about stuff i do and it leads to this issue of wants and needs. You see, i want to train more but i don't need to train more... well... i do but it isn't THAT important in the larger scale of things. I think i do need to do more study but fuck man, i don't care about that shit lol, i care about how to get better as a bboy..... sigh..... why does the world have to be so homo, why can't bboying be a proffession? Actually i take that back that would be fucked up.
Eavesdropping. Yes, i am sure each one of us has done it but how much do you do it? I think it's a problem for me lol, i can't help but listen in on chicks and people in general talking on the bus. Some of it is so fucking funny it's like "... O and Annie being the dumb slut that she is got pregnant last Friday" like what the fuck dude, if your going to talk about that shit do you have to do it so loudly? Oh yeah i just thought about something else. Staring. You know, when you stare at somebody and they stare back and you just turn away instantly. Sigh it is pretty funny, but i just stare at you. Even if you do look back, i will continue to stare at you. Unless it's in Cabramatta.
Do you ever get that drowsy feeling when your on the bus or train? Like your eyelids begin to feel heavier and heavier and you cannot seem to keep your eyes open no matter what? Well yeah sometimes i get it on the bus and it is fucking homo. Imagine if you woke up and your like at Xiu Jia Hui or Cabramatta or some shit like that. Sigh... hard gay.
Ahhhh.... i'm thinking about the battle this month. I hope i win at least 1 BATTLE JUST ONE. Actually nah i'll be happy if a judge even favours us. Oh well we shall see how this plays out right?
Peace,
The King Of Random
I didn't post last week. Yeah my bad lol i am getting lazy =S. This is sort of like my diary but also like an escape when i can't bboy. Speaking of bboying i have been doing alot of that shit these days and this week i tried too hard and this leads to one of my issues. So i started training Tuesdays, Fridays and Saturdays so i could get better for super round box but this week i tried to do even more and tried to train on Mondays as well. And... on Tuesday my parents were telling me to come home early and i think this was my first real wake up call. I am actually pretty free, my parents don't usually care about stuff i do and it leads to this issue of wants and needs. You see, i want to train more but i don't need to train more... well... i do but it isn't THAT important in the larger scale of things. I think i do need to do more study but fuck man, i don't care about that shit lol, i care about how to get better as a bboy..... sigh..... why does the world have to be so homo, why can't bboying be a proffession? Actually i take that back that would be fucked up.
Eavesdropping. Yes, i am sure each one of us has done it but how much do you do it? I think it's a problem for me lol, i can't help but listen in on chicks and people in general talking on the bus. Some of it is so fucking funny it's like "... O and Annie being the dumb slut that she is got pregnant last Friday" like what the fuck dude, if your going to talk about that shit do you have to do it so loudly? Oh yeah i just thought about something else. Staring. You know, when you stare at somebody and they stare back and you just turn away instantly. Sigh it is pretty funny, but i just stare at you. Even if you do look back, i will continue to stare at you. Unless it's in Cabramatta.
Do you ever get that drowsy feeling when your on the bus or train? Like your eyelids begin to feel heavier and heavier and you cannot seem to keep your eyes open no matter what? Well yeah sometimes i get it on the bus and it is fucking homo. Imagine if you woke up and your like at Xiu Jia Hui or Cabramatta or some shit like that. Sigh... hard gay.
Ahhhh.... i'm thinking about the battle this month. I hope i win at least 1 BATTLE JUST ONE. Actually nah i'll be happy if a judge even favours us. Oh well we shall see how this plays out right?
Peace,
The King Of Random
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