Life.

Hello~~

So yesterday i met up with Sue and we had dinner together. The last time we saw each other things were a bit rushed so this time it was pretty sweet. We had thai first nd we had Max Brenner afterwards, it was pretty funny because at Max Brenner we saw what i call a 'visa stealer'. Me and her were analyzing them it was pretty funny she was saying how the old white dude was her sugar daddy. But i noticed something about her. Well i notice alot of things about her but this was pretty significant. She lives life happily, she has fun and goes out. She is the complete opposite of my brother and i love her for that =]... Sigh i wouldn't mind living like her, it's so... peaceful? Of course shit still goes on in her life but she deals with it well.

I bet that if my brother was to find out, he would say some stupid shit to slander her (e.g. omfg shes a nurse blah blah blah *crap comes out of brothers mouth*) but damn dude, you aint much better. Take a look at yourself asshole, you pushed all your friends away, you never go out EVER, you can't handle the smallest of situations, God i could go on all night about his problems. But it's his ignorance that really pisses me off because i know that i have tried to help him, tried to help him live life but he's rejected it and now i honestly can't give a fuck. I don't know, i just can't get over his ignorance in talking shit. But it's all good cause i don't ever plan on seeing him again, ever.

Sigh well all i gotta do now is follow in her footsteps. Go to uni, get a job, settle down and enjoy the little things in life. I don't know about Shanghai anymore, i have to face someone who i don't want to see. I don't know how i'm going to handle it either because i know for sure we're gonna have to chill but i don't really want to. Ah well, time shall solve all problems as i always say.

Peace out,
The King of Random