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Hello,

Wow, very plain and simple greeting. I had my formal this week and i realized i tend to do this thing which i'm not sure others do. I smile, but then suddenly it just turns into a dirty look really fast. Not dirty as in perverted but like pissed off sort of and i dunno but does that ever happen with you? It's hard to explain really, but my smile just turns into a frown extremely quickly :S And also when your out with people are you supposed to always smile? Or just look whatever. I think its a bad habit though 'cause like imagine it: Someone your out with smiles for about a second and then suddenly it turns into a frown, well not a frown but the no expression expression. And not only that but it changes in like a second O_O.

Also at the formal we were supposed to 'party' and i think its because i don't go out enough but i don't get how people dance. I mean at like clubs and shit and for some reason its really... degrading. Maybe its because i dance and through my dance i've been taught by my mentor not to mingle with other forms but yeah. So basically it means clubbing would be boring as fuck as me. Sigh... i don't think i'm explaining it very clearly. You know how people do lame ass dance moves like the 'dice throw' and the 'lawn-mower'? Imagine, a gigantic room full of people doing that. Exactly. Now you want to kill yourself as well don't you? If you STILL don't get what i mean i have an example:

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=H5vi_nvAVvA

Like that, only, with techno and hip pop.

This is gonna dissapoint some, because this post was extremely short, even more so than the last. Anyways, back to the post. Have you ever... hhmmm how should i put this... told someone not to go to an event? But in an indirect way? 'Cause i hate it when it happens, so frigging anti-climatic. I'd rather just have the person say "Fuck off, we don't want you coming" instead of "Awww you can't go 'cause like *insert bullshit here*" yeah. And like most of the time i don't know about the happening with the people i hanged around and when i find out i can't be fucked asking because asking to get invited is degrading and Di Wang-like.

Oh yeah, i'm battling tommorow. Wish me luck.

Questions of the week:

1.) Do you understand what i mean when i talk about changing your expression? If so, tell me if you ever notice yourself... 'unsmiling' too quickly.

2.) Does dancing like a retard on ecstacy-- wait no that's just shuffling. Does dancing like a tool degrade you and make you feel weird and unloved? Do you do it often? Do you laugh at people who do it? Are you a virgin? No, you don't have to answer the last one.

3.) Have you ever told someone to get fucked indirectly? And do you like asking to go to get togethers or events or whatever?

Cheers,
The King of Random.

Shanghai next sunday.