Hello people (2 of them... YES !!!),
So i just watched I am Sam and it was really good. It wasn't your typical movie, nor was it your typical sad, soft movie. It might have had a sort of cliche storyline, but god damn the director did it well. It's about a mentally handicapped man named Sam and he has a daughter but the department of child welfare find that he isn't capable of raising her, but he thinks he can. He pours all of his time and effort into her and she does the same vice versa. It really made me think because when i was watching the movie i saw alot of people hating on him well not hating on him but treating him like less than a person. And i see this shit alot in our streets happening. As far back as i can remember i couldn't ever stand this sort of stuff, just the thought of something like that makes my heart rush, i don't know how to describe it well but it sort of feels like someone is squeezing my heart and i feel unsafe, like anything might happen. I know that sounds really corny and shit especially coming from someone like me since i would be the type of person who would do that shit to those people.
To me, their relationship is sad because someone like me can't comprehend how their relationship will last. There are so many variables in this world, nothing is a constant and if any one of those variables changes, then that may have drastic effects towards some people. Maybe we're all blind to the fact that we can't understand the way the mentally handicapped work, it's not how they work but we can't comprehend the simplicity. I'm not saying that they're a bad thing, because if you think about it, it's sort of a good thing. If you were always happy but you couldn't understand things others could would you be unsatisfied? You can't say you are because you wouldn't be aware that you were unsatisfied. It's a strange question and i think most of us would accept who we are because of our intelligence. Anyways, i think that the movie exposes the hardships of people with intellectual disabilities but to an extreme extent. It's sort of like Forrest Gump, but much more emotional. I think that societies put too much pressure and expectations on these people and i know many people can counter this argument with the fact that they should be treated like equals and i do agree but i'm not sure. As individuals we neglect these people, think to yourself the last time there was a mentally handicapped person on the train did you sit near them? If they were going to ask you for your help, would you help them? I'm pretty sure that most people wouldn't. Nature, it seems, defines us as selfish creatures. But not all hope is lost, there are those who in my eyes are truly "good" and i can say they are perfect. To me, they are. And it isn't because they cured aids or became really famous, no, it's because of the simple things. It's because you pick someone's shit up when they drop their stuff, it's because if you saw someone lying on the ground you would call an ambulance and ask if they were ok, it's because if you saw someone crying in a hallway you would sit down next to them and try to help them. Those are just some examples, but i think you get what i mean. You gotta save the world, and 1 person can make a difference.
Peace out,
The King of Random
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Some people.
Sigh,
I was thinking about random shit to blog about and i came up with it. People. Not just any people though, THOSE people, the ones who cannot stand random questions. What the fuck is up with that? All i'm doing is asking a simple question and you give me the whole why the fuck are you asking blah blah blah. Just answer the fucking shit alright? Anyways, school's back on next week and i am seriously fucked for trials. Sigh, time really does go by fast and i wish i could turn back the clock but i can't. Dammit, if only i had met her earlier i probably would have done what she said. Don't think about what to do in the future, just focus, study, get a high mark and THEN think about the future. But it's too late... goddammit.
Formal is coming up, and for my buddies who don't know what that is it's prom, and i've lost the desire to go again. Shit like that depresses me for some reason and i think i've only told Will this, but i am a very jealous person. When i look around, i see people growing up, becoming more than me. Well, that's only partially true they were always more than me. But i guess i'm going to have to deal with it. And for some reason, selfishness just came to mind.
What is selfishness? What constitutes as being selfish? To me, everyone is selfish. Or at least everyone i know is. But... maybe i'm selfish because i am sure as hell that the person i want to read this won't read it unless i tell him to. You see, Ben told me that a relationship has to work both ways, it can't be one sided. And most of the time, it is. Fucker all i do is give and give and you don't give shit back. It could be said i'm being really selfish but i have to repay some favours you gave me when i needed them. Lol, looks like hatred is beginning to get the better of me. But maybe that's what i want. Nah, it isn't because Sue would hate to see me like that. Anyways, back to the topic of being selfish. If you don't really get what i meant when i said everyone is selfish i mean like... hhmmm it's weird. For example, if your going to commit suicide and someone who cares about you says it's selfish that your going to do it, then aren't they selfish for wanting you not to do it? Aren't they selfish because they know it's going to cause them pain and hence they don't want YOU to hurt THEM? I dunno i don't wanna make this too emo.
On the bright side of things, well for me at least, i'm training again with my B~boy teacher who is now my mentor by the way as he says. The system has been changed, i don't pay him for lessons anymore, i just buy him lunch. He changed it cause that's how it goes down in America XD which is pretty sweet it's so much more informal and i guess it's better cause you feel like you know your mentor better. Well, thats it for this week. Look forward to another random ass blog by me next week.... or not.
PEACE OUT RABBIT... PEACE OUT,
The King of Random
I was thinking about random shit to blog about and i came up with it. People. Not just any people though, THOSE people, the ones who cannot stand random questions. What the fuck is up with that? All i'm doing is asking a simple question and you give me the whole why the fuck are you asking blah blah blah. Just answer the fucking shit alright? Anyways, school's back on next week and i am seriously fucked for trials. Sigh, time really does go by fast and i wish i could turn back the clock but i can't. Dammit, if only i had met her earlier i probably would have done what she said. Don't think about what to do in the future, just focus, study, get a high mark and THEN think about the future. But it's too late... goddammit.
Formal is coming up, and for my buddies who don't know what that is it's prom, and i've lost the desire to go again. Shit like that depresses me for some reason and i think i've only told Will this, but i am a very jealous person. When i look around, i see people growing up, becoming more than me. Well, that's only partially true they were always more than me. But i guess i'm going to have to deal with it. And for some reason, selfishness just came to mind.
What is selfishness? What constitutes as being selfish? To me, everyone is selfish. Or at least everyone i know is. But... maybe i'm selfish because i am sure as hell that the person i want to read this won't read it unless i tell him to. You see, Ben told me that a relationship has to work both ways, it can't be one sided. And most of the time, it is. Fucker all i do is give and give and you don't give shit back. It could be said i'm being really selfish but i have to repay some favours you gave me when i needed them. Lol, looks like hatred is beginning to get the better of me. But maybe that's what i want. Nah, it isn't because Sue would hate to see me like that. Anyways, back to the topic of being selfish. If you don't really get what i meant when i said everyone is selfish i mean like... hhmmm it's weird. For example, if your going to commit suicide and someone who cares about you says it's selfish that your going to do it, then aren't they selfish for wanting you not to do it? Aren't they selfish because they know it's going to cause them pain and hence they don't want YOU to hurt THEM? I dunno i don't wanna make this too emo.
On the bright side of things, well for me at least, i'm training again with my B~boy teacher who is now my mentor by the way as he says. The system has been changed, i don't pay him for lessons anymore, i just buy him lunch. He changed it cause that's how it goes down in America XD which is pretty sweet it's so much more informal and i guess it's better cause you feel like you know your mentor better. Well, thats it for this week. Look forward to another random ass blog by me next week.... or not.
PEACE OUT RABBIT... PEACE OUT,
The King of Random
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Optimism.
Hello everybody,
So i was planning to blog about friendship and some bullcrap like that but i met up with a very old friend today and she dropped some dope knowledge on me. Anyways, other shit that has happened this week... hhmmm. Oh yeah, my failing 2000s. Aahhh gayness, indeed gayness. I was meant to go to a jam as well tommorow(well actually today since im writing this at 12:30 since i cant sleep... gayness) but im dropping out because im not ready for it lol. You see, if this was the HSC i wouldnt get that choice. I feel really tired at the moment so i think that this is going to be very very lazy. So lazy that it's going to be as shit as one of those asian proposals. Well proposal isnt a really good word for it no, what i mean is a Chris Chan beg you to go out with me plea and i think only me and Cassie will understand what i mean >_<..
Like i already said, i met a very very old friend whom i have known for a very long time and lol i dunno if this is a bad thing but the first thing i noticed was that she lost alot of weight. Well not alot but quite a bit since the last time i saw her which was...... fuck i cant remember. Oh well whatever it was really good to see her again, at first i felt a bit nervous and awkward i dont know why actually no thats a lie i do its because her boyfriend was there with her but he was actually really cool about it. She told me to be positive. See, usually if someone said that i wouldnt really listen but since shes like really pretty (You thought i wouldnt mention you didnt you Ben?) i listen. Nah im joking, its because she said she knows people with cancer and shit that makes my disease look like a scratch stay positive and then i realized i was being a very very very silly boy for the past... few... months i think? Yeah somewhere around that. Its true to an extent, we have to look forward or else we will only fall into our fears. Im still a bit of a skeptic about the optimism part though, because i still havent proved to myself i can do what i want. I try and i still fail. lol. But maybe Ben's right and maybe YJ's right, i have to be able to respect what i do. Sigh this is starting to sound really gay so ill just end this blog now. =_=...
Peace out,
The King of Random
So i was planning to blog about friendship and some bullcrap like that but i met up with a very old friend today and she dropped some dope knowledge on me. Anyways, other shit that has happened this week... hhmmm. Oh yeah, my failing 2000s. Aahhh gayness, indeed gayness. I was meant to go to a jam as well tommorow(well actually today since im writing this at 12:30 since i cant sleep... gayness) but im dropping out because im not ready for it lol. You see, if this was the HSC i wouldnt get that choice. I feel really tired at the moment so i think that this is going to be very very lazy. So lazy that it's going to be as shit as one of those asian proposals. Well proposal isnt a really good word for it no, what i mean is a Chris Chan beg you to go out with me plea and i think only me and Cassie will understand what i mean >_<..
Like i already said, i met a very very old friend whom i have known for a very long time and lol i dunno if this is a bad thing but the first thing i noticed was that she lost alot of weight. Well not alot but quite a bit since the last time i saw her which was...... fuck i cant remember. Oh well whatever it was really good to see her again, at first i felt a bit nervous and awkward i dont know why actually no thats a lie i do its because her boyfriend was there with her but he was actually really cool about it. She told me to be positive. See, usually if someone said that i wouldnt really listen but since shes like really pretty (You thought i wouldnt mention you didnt you Ben?) i listen. Nah im joking, its because she said she knows people with cancer and shit that makes my disease look like a scratch stay positive and then i realized i was being a very very very silly boy for the past... few... months i think? Yeah somewhere around that. Its true to an extent, we have to look forward or else we will only fall into our fears. Im still a bit of a skeptic about the optimism part though, because i still havent proved to myself i can do what i want. I try and i still fail. lol. But maybe Ben's right and maybe YJ's right, i have to be able to respect what i do. Sigh this is starting to sound really gay so ill just end this blog now. =_=...
Peace out,
The King of Random
Thanks for everything Sue.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Hypocricy, the holidays and Olivia Thai. [Take-2]
AAAHHHH FUCK !!!! ==... Sorry. I was half writing this blog and then that gay msn shit came up where it has a search bar and i typed in a convo and then the thing came up and i pressed enter cause it came up the same time i pressed enter to send message and here i am writing it all over again. Ok so its another Saturday and here i go again with another 3 random random rants. The holidays, since it is the holidays now for me, Olivia Thai, a very very very sexy lady ;) and hypocricy. So im gonna talk about them in that order too because according to Benjamin im focusing on alot of negative shit but ill just save the negative shit till the very end k?
It is now the holidays for me a very short holidays, 2 weeks to be exact. But the thing is that its not really a holiday you see because after these holidays i have my trial HSC exams which are.... BIG. Mostly because of the fact that this is gonna determine about 50% of my final score but whatever. I'll probably fuck up like usual... which leads to my 3 goals for these holidays. First off, theres studying obviously but rather than studying, the goal here is to DO IT and get motivated because i say this every holiday but i never end up studying so yeah. Second goal is to get.... 2000s !!!!!! Damn they are sexy motherfuckers and i need some power anyways for Dancekool and Super Round Box 3. And... last but not least, get a japanese school girl, drug her, tie her up and enslave her. Nah im just jkin mangz... you know me, am i the type of guy who would be likely to do that? You decide. The real goal is to find what i want to do in the future sort of like find your meaning zen crap, which relates to the whole fucking up in school thing.
Olivia Thai.... sigh.... she is... breathtaking XD. Well to me she is. Lol shes got a great voice but its too... common for singers she sounds like every other pop star. But thats cool, coz... SHES FUCKING HOT... and her rack is amazing too... =). But, she has a boyfriend. And i think its that one guy from that uumm youtube channel JustKiddingFilms. Dammit that dude is so lucky T____T.. Oh and yeah she looks better without make up on coz when she does have make up on she sort of looks like a hooker. A 2-dime hooker.
If your wondering why im going to rant about hypocricy, then your a tool. Like a major super tool. Read the blog name douchebag, its the king of random for a reason. Nah im jkin. There is some reason behind the hypocricy thing. Its because i have a friend you see, and this friend has a blog. His first post was on how love is being used too lightly these days and how its lost all meaning, and lately, he is back into his ex, and hes doing something very very hypocritical and gay. Hes using that stupid Less than 3 shit, yes you know what im talking about, <3. So whos the motherfucker whos afraid to love now bitch? But its not only that, hes talking alot of shit about this chick whos actually pretty cool and no, if your reading this dude, its not Karen, its you. Yet i do alot of wack shit too, i talk behind peoples back, i plot and i scheme yet no one seems to get pissed off at me well except for the person im picking on. You know what this proves? He's weak. Hes a pragmatist. He changes to what benefits him. And its pretty fucked up, because i think hes trying to be all deep and shit, but really just no. How can he know anything? Hes rich. He fails by default. Lol im getting a bit too worked up now so imma just end this rant now and say: the human race is fucked up, accept it.
Peace out,
The King Of Random
It is now the holidays for me a very short holidays, 2 weeks to be exact. But the thing is that its not really a holiday you see because after these holidays i have my trial HSC exams which are.... BIG. Mostly because of the fact that this is gonna determine about 50% of my final score but whatever. I'll probably fuck up like usual... which leads to my 3 goals for these holidays. First off, theres studying obviously but rather than studying, the goal here is to DO IT and get motivated because i say this every holiday but i never end up studying so yeah. Second goal is to get.... 2000s !!!!!! Damn they are sexy motherfuckers and i need some power anyways for Dancekool and Super Round Box 3. And... last but not least, get a japanese school girl, drug her, tie her up and enslave her. Nah im just jkin mangz... you know me, am i the type of guy who would be likely to do that? You decide. The real goal is to find what i want to do in the future sort of like find your meaning zen crap, which relates to the whole fucking up in school thing.
Olivia Thai.... sigh.... she is... breathtaking XD. Well to me she is. Lol shes got a great voice but its too... common for singers she sounds like every other pop star. But thats cool, coz... SHES FUCKING HOT... and her rack is amazing too... =). But, she has a boyfriend. And i think its that one guy from that uumm youtube channel JustKiddingFilms. Dammit that dude is so lucky T____T.. Oh and yeah she looks better without make up on coz when she does have make up on she sort of looks like a hooker. A 2-dime hooker.
If your wondering why im going to rant about hypocricy, then your a tool. Like a major super tool. Read the blog name douchebag, its the king of random for a reason. Nah im jkin. There is some reason behind the hypocricy thing. Its because i have a friend you see, and this friend has a blog. His first post was on how love is being used too lightly these days and how its lost all meaning, and lately, he is back into his ex, and hes doing something very very hypocritical and gay. Hes using that stupid Less than 3 shit, yes you know what im talking about, <3. So whos the motherfucker whos afraid to love now bitch? But its not only that, hes talking alot of shit about this chick whos actually pretty cool and no, if your reading this dude, its not Karen, its you. Yet i do alot of wack shit too, i talk behind peoples back, i plot and i scheme yet no one seems to get pissed off at me well except for the person im picking on. You know what this proves? He's weak. Hes a pragmatist. He changes to what benefits him. And its pretty fucked up, because i think hes trying to be all deep and shit, but really just no. How can he know anything? Hes rich. He fails by default. Lol im getting a bit too worked up now so imma just end this rant now and say: the human race is fucked up, accept it.
Peace out,
The King Of Random
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