Hey,
Hope everyone is having a better valentines than i am. I broke up with my girl today. But actually... i think its sort of good. A friend of mine told me not to fuck things up and end them on completely shit terms and i really am thankful to her for that. Me and Cindy... we had chemistry. She taught me alot about life, love, how to make love hahahahaha. But yeah on the serious side it was a good experience for me, and a real eye opener. Maybe William was right, maybe i shouldn't have fallen for her but whatever. Whats happened cant be changed right?
I'm at the airport right now, my flight got delayed because SOME fuckers over in Melbourne are on strike. So my flight is now leaving at 1:50 in the morning ==. Aahhh this trip has been good. Even though i don't want to leave it's still been a great trip. All my problems got sweeped away and i'm sort of like a clean slate now =). I'm sure in the future i'm gonna come across alot of shit but the future is unpredictable... never in my dreams did i think someone like her would come into my life. Fuck i still sound so whipped. I guess i sort of am... but whatever, no regrets. I am gonna miss that warm feeling i get when i'm around her though =P.
When i get back, i have a plan. I'm gonna dance till i faint and make it into DK top 8. I'm gonna go to YOUR Australia and steal YOUR jobs. I'm gonna study hard and transfer to Macquarie and get away from all the TB's and Bogans in my uni. I promised her.
Peace,
The King of Random.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Monday, February 9, 2009
。。黄蓓蕾。。你别让我走可以吗。。。？
Hey,
So as most of you know, i have a girlfriend. Some of you may also know that i'm coming back this Sunday. And... that's where the problem is at. It seems like i don't want to leave this place, no, it's not leaving this place it's more leaving her. Argh its hard to explain... i mean if i leave her and i come back in July... what's the point? We wont ever be this good again... and i'm trying so hard to hold onto what i have with her now. Hahahaha its sort of funny and cruel at the same time but alot of things sort of push this problem in front of me. Like today i got an email from my friend and at the bottom he said "ENJOY YOUR LAST WEEEK" Yeah thanks dude i dont want you to remind me for fuck's sake. And my mum... freakin' hell mum you dont need to start packing right now we leave on Saturday.. fuck.
Sigh... i don't even know whether or not this is a problem cause it was inevitable and i thought i had prepared for this but now that its hit me in the face i cant help but think about it. And i feel sad. And the fact that i feel sad means that i'm dissapointing Cindy which makes me even sadder. Hahahaha. Aahhh what to do what to do? When i go back... i wanna keep myself busy. Busy out of my fucking mind that i won't have to think. I cant stop thinking about the future. Damn... i keep seeing what were gonna be like in 5 months time. Its gonna be Sue all over again...
It seems like happiness is a high for me. And like any high, it only lasts a short period. I aint saying i'm sad or whatnot i'm just saying 3 weeks ago.... wow. WOW. Everyday was like a dream for me... and i realized it then and i realize it now too. Fudge, i'm in emo mode =P
I wanna sleep...,
The King of Random.
So as most of you know, i have a girlfriend. Some of you may also know that i'm coming back this Sunday. And... that's where the problem is at. It seems like i don't want to leave this place, no, it's not leaving this place it's more leaving her. Argh its hard to explain... i mean if i leave her and i come back in July... what's the point? We wont ever be this good again... and i'm trying so hard to hold onto what i have with her now. Hahahaha its sort of funny and cruel at the same time but alot of things sort of push this problem in front of me. Like today i got an email from my friend and at the bottom he said "ENJOY YOUR LAST WEEEK" Yeah thanks dude i dont want you to remind me for fuck's sake. And my mum... freakin' hell mum you dont need to start packing right now we leave on Saturday.. fuck.
Sigh... i don't even know whether or not this is a problem cause it was inevitable and i thought i had prepared for this but now that its hit me in the face i cant help but think about it. And i feel sad. And the fact that i feel sad means that i'm dissapointing Cindy which makes me even sadder. Hahahaha. Aahhh what to do what to do? When i go back... i wanna keep myself busy. Busy out of my fucking mind that i won't have to think. I cant stop thinking about the future. Damn... i keep seeing what were gonna be like in 5 months time. Its gonna be Sue all over again...
It seems like happiness is a high for me. And like any high, it only lasts a short period. I aint saying i'm sad or whatnot i'm just saying 3 weeks ago.... wow. WOW. Everyday was like a dream for me... and i realized it then and i realize it now too. Fudge, i'm in emo mode =P
I wanna sleep...,
The King of Random.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
简单爱.. What the fuck happened to it..?
Hello,
Well what can i say? Simple love, what the fuck happened to it? I guess i'm writing this because of some people i know... it doesn't really have anything to do with my own relationship because well... for us it really is simple. And i know why, but that story is for another night. It seems like people in Australia suck with relationships. I don't know whether its just the people i know or if it applies to everyone but things tend to get... complicated. I hear about all this shit that happens and all i can say is "Don't think too much" because it might be harsh but thats what all of y'all are doing. Seriously. Sometimes it isnt though, sometimes we lack communication and we hide the real problems, and sometimes, SOMETIMES, the other party doesnt wanna help. Then it really is fucked up... But yeah, fuck being all serious and shit all the time. Just keep it simple, enjoy the moments you spend together, talk to them if your feeling like shit, fuck them on a regular basis hahaha.
Aaahhhh seems like theres so many problems in the world. Especially with ourselves. What would the point of life be without them right? I've sort of come to the realisation that... nobody can help you with your problems. Well no i guess.. they can sort of help but in the end its up to you. Only you can really solve it. Hard to explain... this time i came back to Shanghai i really did solve everything, i'm a clean slate as of now. Cindy said something to me that at first scared the shit out of me, she said "...I like children's eyes". At first i thought she was a psychopath serial killer but then she explained that whenever she looks into them she sees the simplicity. The innocence i guess you could say. And i looked, and yeah. They are... so perfect. Life seems so simple in a child's eyes. You should try it sometime. I mean staring into their eyes, you'll see the simplicity and serenity. Sort of freaky i guess... but they really live life quite happily. Simple things can make a child so happy, its really funny how we turn into... us.
Peace out,
The King of Random
Well what can i say? Simple love, what the fuck happened to it? I guess i'm writing this because of some people i know... it doesn't really have anything to do with my own relationship because well... for us it really is simple. And i know why, but that story is for another night. It seems like people in Australia suck with relationships. I don't know whether its just the people i know or if it applies to everyone but things tend to get... complicated. I hear about all this shit that happens and all i can say is "Don't think too much" because it might be harsh but thats what all of y'all are doing. Seriously. Sometimes it isnt though, sometimes we lack communication and we hide the real problems, and sometimes, SOMETIMES, the other party doesnt wanna help. Then it really is fucked up... But yeah, fuck being all serious and shit all the time. Just keep it simple, enjoy the moments you spend together, talk to them if your feeling like shit, fuck them on a regular basis hahaha.
Aaahhhh seems like theres so many problems in the world. Especially with ourselves. What would the point of life be without them right? I've sort of come to the realisation that... nobody can help you with your problems. Well no i guess.. they can sort of help but in the end its up to you. Only you can really solve it. Hard to explain... this time i came back to Shanghai i really did solve everything, i'm a clean slate as of now. Cindy said something to me that at first scared the shit out of me, she said "...I like children's eyes". At first i thought she was a psychopath serial killer but then she explained that whenever she looks into them she sees the simplicity. The innocence i guess you could say. And i looked, and yeah. They are... so perfect. Life seems so simple in a child's eyes. You should try it sometime. I mean staring into their eyes, you'll see the simplicity and serenity. Sort of freaky i guess... but they really live life quite happily. Simple things can make a child so happy, its really funny how we turn into... us.
Peace out,
The King of Random
Monday, January 12, 2009
About the last post....
Yeah,
Nevermind the title i just thought it would be a good title. It's 11:32 right now in Shanghai and i am bored out of my mind. I haven't really updated y'all with whats been going on so i guess this is a good opportunity. Shanghai this year and the last, since i came in 2008 but its now 2009, has been really unique. Its been both good and bad, more good than bad. Friendships have been made and rekindled which i'm very pleased with and i've actually dealt with a few personal problems *cough cough jealousy cough cough*.
It seems the new year has been treating me quite well but i'm not gonna keep my hopes very high because i know what will happen if i do. And i KNOW that if i do they're gonna get totally demolished by the 17th of January. Yes that's right everyone from Australia you know what i'm talking about.
I never really mentioned this girl called Lucia but i guess i should... aw fudge this will be a long post. Story time boys and girls. Back in the day, and i mean like 3 to 4 years ago, Shanghai was the shit for me. It was like... Christmas, Chinese New Year and my birthday all in one. The reason it was like this was because there were 2 friends i used to always hang out with. Ice and William. Lucia is very similar to Ice, not in her personality but in the way i view her. And so... Shanghai is becoming epic again. Not epic in the same was as it was before as that is impossible but its... good. Lucia is a very strange person though... she isnt exactly good for me because well, she has my personality. Only she's a she and not a he. Hahaha. After meeting her and hanging out with her i now know why i'm... disliked. She really is taking Ice's place because well... i can't imagine rooting her. Like seriously. She's so... argh i don't know how to explain it. Once you get that close to a person in that way it sort of decimates the sexual factor. But its good i guess, cause well... yeah you know why ;) most of you do at least.
Lamb kebabs. They are epic. EPIC. But not good for you, because you don't really know what the meat is. It could either be expired by like 2 years OR better yet it could be rat. Hahahaha if its rat then that is some good fucking rat =) Oh and there are these weird candy sticks... not really candy though. They're like strawberries but coated in a layer of candy but damn they're good cause its winter. So the candy is like warm but when you bite it the strawberries are like cold. Hard to explain.... Yeah the food here is pretty good. Street food especially. Oh and there is this weird thing about Chinese fast food. Its better than Australian fast food. I mean the big chain restaurants though like Hungry Jacks(Known as Burger King to Leah) and McDonalds. Hhhmm strange.
Speaking of food i wanna talk about Hooters. I don't think i can ever go there again because well i'm dating one of the waitresses but also my friend did something bad there. He almost cheated on his girlfriend with one of the hooters girls. Part of it was my fault because i was encouraging him to do it. See i was like the evil conscience guy. You know like on your shoulder? Only there wasnt a good conscience hahahaha. Sigh... well i guess we'll see what happens next year. I do sort of miss the chicken wings >_< and i sure as hell don't want to go to the one in Parramatta since the girls are probably all on crack which leads to them being annorexic yet having huge melons. And they're.... white. There. I said it. But on the serious side it feels pretty weird because we used to go there all the time and it was sort of our spot and now its like... a forbidden zone. Like the Hungry Jacks in Parramatta.
I think i'm a bit mental sometimes because i seem to have this obsession with poor and rich. First off i can't stand rich people. I seriously do not know why but whenever i go out with them i always think they're thinking badly of me because i don't bring that much when i go out. And yeah about that i think i'm never ever going to get a girlfriend after Cindy ==. Unless i get a job which can pay enough for my own personal wants and a girlfriend. I seem to get along with poor people better but its like God doesn't want me to have poor friends or something ==. Lucia = spoilt and rich, Will = Rich, Dave and Benji = Super fucking rich. Yeah the list goes on and on. I'm becoming such a stingy jew..... Seriously.... but then i hate asking my Mum for money because well thats like... degrading. I don't know how you people do it == but in my family you do NOT want to be in debt to my Mother because once you are she's got the control. Hahaha i just remembered, i sort of pick on rich people. I egg them on and shit, especially Will. So for example if we go to a mall and see a Rolex store i'll tell him to buy me a Rolex because its only 20,000 kuai (5000 AUD) or randomly i'll say "GAAAWWDD SORRY I'M NOT RICH LIKE YOU, GGGAAAAWWWDDD" yeah. Its pretty funny he gets pretty worked up hahaha.
Anyways i can't really think of much else to say so i guess i'll just leave it at this...
Peace out,
The King of Random
Nevermind the title i just thought it would be a good title. It's 11:32 right now in Shanghai and i am bored out of my mind. I haven't really updated y'all with whats been going on so i guess this is a good opportunity. Shanghai this year and the last, since i came in 2008 but its now 2009, has been really unique. Its been both good and bad, more good than bad. Friendships have been made and rekindled which i'm very pleased with and i've actually dealt with a few personal problems *cough cough jealousy cough cough*.
It seems the new year has been treating me quite well but i'm not gonna keep my hopes very high because i know what will happen if i do. And i KNOW that if i do they're gonna get totally demolished by the 17th of January. Yes that's right everyone from Australia you know what i'm talking about.
I never really mentioned this girl called Lucia but i guess i should... aw fudge this will be a long post. Story time boys and girls. Back in the day, and i mean like 3 to 4 years ago, Shanghai was the shit for me. It was like... Christmas, Chinese New Year and my birthday all in one. The reason it was like this was because there were 2 friends i used to always hang out with. Ice and William. Lucia is very similar to Ice, not in her personality but in the way i view her. And so... Shanghai is becoming epic again. Not epic in the same was as it was before as that is impossible but its... good. Lucia is a very strange person though... she isnt exactly good for me because well, she has my personality. Only she's a she and not a he. Hahaha. After meeting her and hanging out with her i now know why i'm... disliked. She really is taking Ice's place because well... i can't imagine rooting her. Like seriously. She's so... argh i don't know how to explain it. Once you get that close to a person in that way it sort of decimates the sexual factor. But its good i guess, cause well... yeah you know why ;) most of you do at least.
Lamb kebabs. They are epic. EPIC. But not good for you, because you don't really know what the meat is. It could either be expired by like 2 years OR better yet it could be rat. Hahahaha if its rat then that is some good fucking rat =) Oh and there are these weird candy sticks... not really candy though. They're like strawberries but coated in a layer of candy but damn they're good cause its winter. So the candy is like warm but when you bite it the strawberries are like cold. Hard to explain.... Yeah the food here is pretty good. Street food especially. Oh and there is this weird thing about Chinese fast food. Its better than Australian fast food. I mean the big chain restaurants though like Hungry Jacks(Known as Burger King to Leah) and McDonalds. Hhhmm strange.
Speaking of food i wanna talk about Hooters. I don't think i can ever go there again because well i'm dating one of the waitresses but also my friend did something bad there. He almost cheated on his girlfriend with one of the hooters girls. Part of it was my fault because i was encouraging him to do it. See i was like the evil conscience guy. You know like on your shoulder? Only there wasnt a good conscience hahahaha. Sigh... well i guess we'll see what happens next year. I do sort of miss the chicken wings >_< and i sure as hell don't want to go to the one in Parramatta since the girls are probably all on crack which leads to them being annorexic yet having huge melons. And they're.... white. There. I said it. But on the serious side it feels pretty weird because we used to go there all the time and it was sort of our spot and now its like... a forbidden zone. Like the Hungry Jacks in Parramatta.
I think i'm a bit mental sometimes because i seem to have this obsession with poor and rich. First off i can't stand rich people. I seriously do not know why but whenever i go out with them i always think they're thinking badly of me because i don't bring that much when i go out. And yeah about that i think i'm never ever going to get a girlfriend after Cindy ==. Unless i get a job which can pay enough for my own personal wants and a girlfriend. I seem to get along with poor people better but its like God doesn't want me to have poor friends or something ==. Lucia = spoilt and rich, Will = Rich, Dave and Benji = Super fucking rich. Yeah the list goes on and on. I'm becoming such a stingy jew..... Seriously.... but then i hate asking my Mum for money because well thats like... degrading. I don't know how you people do it == but in my family you do NOT want to be in debt to my Mother because once you are she's got the control. Hahaha i just remembered, i sort of pick on rich people. I egg them on and shit, especially Will. So for example if we go to a mall and see a Rolex store i'll tell him to buy me a Rolex because its only 20,000 kuai (5000 AUD) or randomly i'll say "GAAAWWDD SORRY I'M NOT RICH LIKE YOU, GGGAAAAWWWDDD" yeah. Its pretty funny he gets pretty worked up hahaha.
Anyways i can't really think of much else to say so i guess i'll just leave it at this...
Peace out,
The King of Random
Monday, December 29, 2008
You fucking midget junkie motherfucker.
To Adam,
Eat a fucking dick. Yes, that's right, eat a dick. I hope you die you fucking little turd. You are a cunt monkey. You are the reason that there is evil in the world. You are the reason for Di Wang's existence. You are the reason that Hitler hated the jews. How? I don't know but its YOUR fault you midget fuck. Please, PLEASE for the sake of the universe put a knife against the wall, have a sniper in position to blow your fucking head off, anally rape youself with a 19 inch dildo, and run towards the knife. Then i hope that you spontaneously combust so that the world can be rid of your gayness.
Sincerely yours,
The King of Random.
Eat a fucking dick. Yes, that's right, eat a dick. I hope you die you fucking little turd. You are a cunt monkey. You are the reason that there is evil in the world. You are the reason for Di Wang's existence. You are the reason that Hitler hated the jews. How? I don't know but its YOUR fault you midget fuck. Please, PLEASE for the sake of the universe put a knife against the wall, have a sniper in position to blow your fucking head off, anally rape youself with a 19 inch dildo, and run towards the knife. Then i hope that you spontaneously combust so that the world can be rid of your gayness.
Sincerely yours,
The King of Random.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
哎，钟晔你讲话呀！！！！
So so so,
How is everyone doing? Good i hope. Sigh... It's Christmas and i'm sick and sad... sort of. This shit happens every year, for real. But the only time it's been this bad was about 3 years back and back then i made a stupid move. I bottled it all up, held it in and let it eat my sanity... well no i'm still sane. I won't make that move again hence the post. Again, jealousy is a bitch.
I'm reading this conversation between my friend and this guy she knows, he doesn't wanna ever see her again because he knows he can't get with her. He's saying he loved her before, but how can you love someone if you don't get any back? What the fuck is that? That's just obsession dude. And again i'm stuck on this topic. I think it exists now though, it's just people like me can't understand it yet, we're still too young. Wow i know alot of people who would counter that, i'd only listen to about 1 though. Oh and by the way i'm no longer going to be The King of Random, i'm going to be 56.70 to highlight how pathetic i am =_=
I'm not sure why it is that i do this but when i'm sad or pissed off, i just don't talk. Its scary =O but it happens. And i make up excuses when people ask whether i'm okay. Pretty fucking sweet method i reckon. But there is some part of me that wants to scream at the person "FUCK YOU CUNT !!!" Ah well, that's just how i deal with these sort of things i guess. How do you? Looks like this is gonna be a hell of a short post.
Have a merry fucking Christmas,
56.70
How is everyone doing? Good i hope. Sigh... It's Christmas and i'm sick and sad... sort of. This shit happens every year, for real. But the only time it's been this bad was about 3 years back and back then i made a stupid move. I bottled it all up, held it in and let it eat my sanity... well no i'm still sane. I won't make that move again hence the post. Again, jealousy is a bitch.
I'm reading this conversation between my friend and this guy she knows, he doesn't wanna ever see her again because he knows he can't get with her. He's saying he loved her before, but how can you love someone if you don't get any back? What the fuck is that? That's just obsession dude. And again i'm stuck on this topic. I think it exists now though, it's just people like me can't understand it yet, we're still too young. Wow i know alot of people who would counter that, i'd only listen to about 1 though. Oh and by the way i'm no longer going to be The King of Random, i'm going to be 56.70 to highlight how pathetic i am =_=
I'm not sure why it is that i do this but when i'm sad or pissed off, i just don't talk. Its scary =O but it happens. And i make up excuses when people ask whether i'm okay. Pretty fucking sweet method i reckon. But there is some part of me that wants to scream at the person "FUCK YOU CUNT !!!" Ah well, that's just how i deal with these sort of things i guess. How do you? Looks like this is gonna be a hell of a short post.
Have a merry fucking Christmas,
56.70
Monday, December 15, 2008
Age is a whore that i'd like to shoot in the face.
Okay,
This post is gonna offend alot of people mainly because of one topic i'm gonna talk about but we'll get to that. I'm currently in Shanghai and i've been here for about a week but fuck it's actually pretty boring... hhmmm actually no now that i come to think of it it's been pretty sweet. Even for the one week i've been here. Speaking of Shanghai, i wanted to tell y'all about Asian parents. And i guess Chinese parents in particular... Chinese parents are sometimes extremely.... stupid. And i really do mean that. There's alot of shit that goes down in China which involves a top stupid getting a shit mark, the parents bitching about how worthless he/she is because they got a shit mark, the student then committing suicide and then----------------------------
Alrighty sorry about the sudden change but i'm at a crossroads again. Right now as i'm writing this... it's another effing test of whether i'm an asshole or not and i think i'm gonna be the asshole this time.
...sigh,
The King of Random
I'll continue the rant next time.
This post is gonna offend alot of people mainly because of one topic i'm gonna talk about but we'll get to that. I'm currently in Shanghai and i've been here for about a week but fuck it's actually pretty boring... hhmmm actually no now that i come to think of it it's been pretty sweet. Even for the one week i've been here. Speaking of Shanghai, i wanted to tell y'all about Asian parents. And i guess Chinese parents in particular... Chinese parents are sometimes extremely.... stupid. And i really do mean that. There's alot of shit that goes down in China which involves a top stupid getting a shit mark, the parents bitching about how worthless he/she is because they got a shit mark, the student then committing suicide and then----------------------------
Alrighty sorry about the sudden change but i'm at a crossroads again. Right now as i'm writing this... it's another effing test of whether i'm an asshole or not and i think i'm gonna be the asshole this time.
...sigh,
The King of Random
I'll continue the rant next time.
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