Saturday, November 29, 2008

*Insert Bullshit Here*

Hello,

Wow, very plain and simple greeting. I had my formal this week and i realized i tend to do this thing which i'm not sure others do. I smile, but then suddenly it just turns into a dirty look really fast. Not dirty as in perverted but like pissed off sort of and i dunno but does that ever happen with you? It's hard to explain really, but my smile just turns into a frown extremely quickly :S And also when your out with people are you supposed to always smile? Or just look whatever. I think its a bad habit though 'cause like imagine it: Someone your out with smiles for about a second and then suddenly it turns into a frown, well not a frown but the no expression expression. And not only that but it changes in like a second O_O.

Also at the formal we were supposed to 'party' and i think its because i don't go out enough but i don't get how people dance. I mean at like clubs and shit and for some reason its really... degrading. Maybe its because i dance and through my dance i've been taught by my mentor not to mingle with other forms but yeah. So basically it means clubbing would be boring as fuck as me. Sigh... i don't think i'm explaining it very clearly. You know how people do lame ass dance moves like the 'dice throw' and the 'lawn-mower'? Imagine, a gigantic room full of people doing that. Exactly. Now you want to kill yourself as well don't you? If you STILL don't get what i mean i have an example:

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=H5vi_nvAVvA

Like that, only, with techno and hip pop.

This is gonna dissapoint some, because this post was extremely short, even more so than the last. Anyways, back to the post. Have you ever... hhmmm how should i put this... told someone not to go to an event? But in an indirect way? 'Cause i hate it when it happens, so frigging anti-climatic. I'd rather just have the person say "Fuck off, we don't want you coming" instead of "Awww you can't go 'cause like *insert bullshit here*" yeah. And like most of the time i don't know about the happening with the people i hanged around and when i find out i can't be fucked asking because asking to get invited is degrading and Di Wang-like.

Oh yeah, i'm battling tommorow. Wish me luck.

Questions of the week:

1.) Do you understand what i mean when i talk about changing your expression? If so, tell me if you ever notice yourself... 'unsmiling' too quickly.

2.) Does dancing like a retard on ecstacy-- wait no that's just shuffling. Does dancing like a tool degrade you and make you feel weird and unloved? Do you do it often? Do you laugh at people who do it? Are you a virgin? No, you don't have to answer the last one.

3.) Have you ever told someone to get fucked indirectly? And do you like asking to go to get togethers or events or whatever?

Cheers,
The King of Random.

Shanghai next sunday.

Monday, November 24, 2008

STREEEEET FFFIIIGGGGHHHHHTTTTTEEEERRRR FFFOOOUUURRR

Hi,

Yes. I have a new addiction. It's name is Street Fighter 4 and i find myself often travelling all the way to the city just to play it. So this is going to be a pretty long blog and i couldn't really think up a good title so yeah whatever.

Family. Such a strange concept. What constitutes as family? For some odd reason, people think blood binds others together. If you have a brother you need to love him and treat him with respect yet ironically it is much the opposite in my case. Have you ever considered others family? I mean people who you aren't related to by blood. And i mean even with adopted children and in laws and shit, they're supposed to be family yet whenever i see them on TV or in real life i get the feeling they don't exactly feel completely welcome and it's sort of bullshit. Likewise, blood family is bullshit in my opinion. I do consider some more than just friends, maybe close to family i can't be sure yet. And now onto the next random topic.

So i was watching the movie Carlito's Way this week and it had this scene which alot of movies tend to do. For some strange unknown reason, Whenever someone is dying it seems to be incredibly incredibly hard for them to speak. And it got me thinking why this is so... Is it because it hurts or... is it because they can't breathe? If it hurts it must hurt alot and you must have alot of fucking willpower to be able to talk. I think i wouldn't do it though because think about it. Your gonna speak but your not gonna be able to say everything you want. And it could end up really bad like that one South Park episode where Stan tries to win Wendy back by getting Jimmy the handicapped stutterring kid to tell her she's a continuous inspiration for him. He goes up to her and ends up saying "Wendy, Stan says your a cun---, CUNT, CUNT, Stan says your a CUNTinuous inspiration for him" and so the message is distorted.

Carlito's Way is a movie about GANGSTAS and drugs and crime and all that and likewise it seems that in their world everyone needs to prove themselves. Sometimes we do strange stupid shit just to try and prove ourselves and i guess what i'm doing to Shanghai is one of them. I know i could have done this in so many other ways, but i didn't. Instead i chose this and like you said its too late to reverse the effects. Not that i want to of course. And there the pride goes again. It really will be my downfall one day.

Sometimes i wish people would say to me, no i can't be fucked saying it it's too embrassing =O

Is it just me or are Indians (Vhadus, curries, panjabis, etc etc) becoming the new blacks? What i mean by that is are Indians being treated the way people used to treat black people in America? Because i've noticed that... not alot of people like Indians. Especially those who don't integrate into the Aussie (White) culture and stick to their own culture. I think it's because they do what i like to call.... a Eugene. They don't take a hint. They smell like crap (I WILL NEVER KNOW WHY, SERIOUSLY.), play ridiculous music through their phones, dress like fags, the list goes on and on. But yeah... i think they are getting mad hated on but on a more social level. Like take Asians for example, Today Tonight and other current affairs shows bag the crap out of them. I even remember seeing this one ad for an A Current Affairs story which literally i kid you not stated on the ad "ASIANS VERSUS AUSSIES" and it was a split screen with asians on one side and whiteys on the other.

I was on the train today and wow i just remembered i saw my bboy mentor's girlfriend on the train and then saw him at Epping station. Weird huh? Anyways, i was on the train and i met Eunice (Mentor's girlfriend) and she was with a friend from college. So we got off at Strathfield since we all had to change lines anyways and her train comes and she says her byes to us. I'm left standing there with her friend and there is just this awkward silence. And i realize at that moment that this isn't the first instance of this happening.

Ok, so my questions of the week are:

1.) Do you think a friend or someone you know can ever be family? Anyone who is not blood related?

2.) If you got shot and were dying would you talk or would you just pass away silently? Why would you talk if you did?

3.) Do you agree that Indians are becoming the new blacks? Or perhaps is it another ethnicity?

4.) What do you do during these moments of awkwardness? Do you make talk with your friend's friend or do you just shut the fuck up and walk in the other direction as i did?

Thanks for your time guys.

PEACE OUT NIGGUHZ,
The King of Random

P.S. SHANGHAI IN 2 WEEKS !!! FUCKING GAY !!!

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Strangers, bogans and Asian parents... well, sort of.

Hey,

I think that these posts are becoming pretty inconsistent. Before it was once a week i would do a really long post but lately i've been lazy and i haven't put in the effort or the time. Sorry guys. I couldn't think of much to rant about this night but i have nothing to do so whatever.

I... have this strange habit. I like to go to this place called King's cross, find a hooker and then murder and butcher her. Nah jokes. Or maybe not :O. But i do have a strange habit, well one among many. But for some odd reason i like to believe that strangers are wise people and i think its because i've gotten that vibe from a few people i've talked to. And, this is gonna sound retarded, Hooters is like the central place. Well no not really its just that once i was talking to one of the waitresses and she told me i would find God. But i think it was the way she put it in that i was... fascinated by. It also didn't really make any sense because she turned Christian because of a Jew. And here it is with the argument again. I don't know if you believe this but, Muslims, Jews and Christians all worship the same God. There, i said it. Anyways the reason i'm bringing this up is because i met a girl today. She looked like Luky and i already told some of you about her. She wasn't wise or anything but talking to strangers is just so fun for some reason. Maybe its because they don't know anything about you or maybe its because of the potential you can see.

About that girl... i feel sorry for her. She's really good at music but i think she's being full pressured by her parents. I don't know if you know this, but in Australia, there is like this stereotype of Asian (Mainly Chinese) parents. That is, you get really good grades, you spend your weekends going to tutor and Chinese school and you HAVE to do piano for some reason that only God knows. I think her parents push her to the max and i think that it's gonna affect her when she's older. Cause like, think about it. You can only have fun when your a kid well yes you can when your older but when your a kid your SUPPOSED to have fun. My main argument for those who give me shit about my bboying destroying my hsc is that you can only bboy when your young. When your old, you can still apply for uni as a mature age student and shit so what's the big fucking deal? And she's pretty too. What a waste. Hopefully she doesn't go party mode during uni like the stories Sue has told me about or she doesn't become a Michael Jackson. No. That would just be scary.

And here is my random rant. Do you ever bump into those people? You know, those cunts who seem to be fucked in the head and for some reason have to play music through their phone? Yes, that's right, BOGANS. Well they are just the first kind. There are two types you see, bogans and vhadus (Curries). For some odd fucked up reason, they are not aware of the existance of the technology known as earphones and they have to project their shitty music through their phone speakers and we have to endure this torture. Bogans usually play 'rap' such as Tupac and Bone Thugs n Harmony even though i highly doubt they understand Tupac's work. Vhadus on the other hand are much much worse. They play vhadu music. This music is usually repetitive and the only ones who can tolerate this type of audio rape are vhadus and the insane. So my questions of the week are:

(a.) What is the strangest experience you have had when talking to a stranger and what did you guys talk about?

(b.) Who do you know who is as pressured as a Japanese school girl's virginity and what do you think they will end up like in the future?

(c.) What is the most annoying music you have heard through these bogans and vhadus who have to use their phones as speakers?

{EDIT} Write your answers in the comment box please.

Yours sincerely,
The King of Random.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Dissapointment and expectations.

Hi,

Dissapointment. That is what i am going to prove to everyone in Shanghai. Well except a few, but i will show them how dissapointing i am and how much of a prick i am. It sounds stupid but for me it is the only way to reverse the roles of Shanghai and Sydney. Some of it isnt for this reason though. Part of it is because i was dissapointed by alot of people even though they didn't owe me anything which is rather... pathetic. I don't think this trip will be very good to be honest because i've already cut myself from everyone i was planning on meeting. It's so weird because i expected that this trip would be like IT, it would be the trip that i would remember for the rest of my life but i guess this really was unexpected. Sigh, the future really is unpredictable i suppose.

Have you ever done that? Expected too much from someone. I tend to do it alot yet i don't do it enough. I say this because towards some people i don't give a fuck what they do but towards others i expect sssooo much from them. And when i don't get what i want, well, like a child i begin to get frustrated and when i begin to get frustrated i begin to rage and when i rage it turns into hate. Unfortunate i suppose, but that is just the way things are. The fact that i put in so much heart and soul still annoys me because i could have been doing better things but i didn't. Argh fuck.

I'm not looking very forward to Shanghai anymore, only a few things i guess. And fuck is it raining? Shit i hope not i gotta bboy soon. I'm just gonna train with Danny and focus on bboying i guess. Maybe see Lucia and Luky a few times and Ice when she arrives. I don't really know how to explain things to Ice cause i'm sure she's gonna be pissed off and confused when she finds out. I could always lie to her but i don't think i really want to do that... I guess i'll tell her and hopefully she can figure things out for me >_< Like you said, it's pretty sad. Pushing everyone away i mean. But dude, it was pretty funny when i pissed off Jae Hyun i mean cmon. You gotta admit =P

Peace,
The King of Random

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Life.

Hello~~

So yesterday i met up with Sue and we had dinner together. The last time we saw each other things were a bit rushed so this time it was pretty sweet. We had thai first nd we had Max Brenner afterwards, it was pretty funny because at Max Brenner we saw what i call a 'visa stealer'. Me and her were analyzing them it was pretty funny she was saying how the old white dude was her sugar daddy. But i noticed something about her. Well i notice alot of things about her but this was pretty significant. She lives life happily, she has fun and goes out. She is the complete opposite of my brother and i love her for that =]... Sigh i wouldn't mind living like her, it's so... peaceful? Of course shit still goes on in her life but she deals with it well.

I bet that if my brother was to find out, he would say some stupid shit to slander her (e.g. omfg shes a nurse blah blah blah *crap comes out of brothers mouth*) but damn dude, you aint much better. Take a look at yourself asshole, you pushed all your friends away, you never go out EVER, you can't handle the smallest of situations, God i could go on all night about his problems. But it's his ignorance that really pisses me off because i know that i have tried to help him, tried to help him live life but he's rejected it and now i honestly can't give a fuck. I don't know, i just can't get over his ignorance in talking shit. But it's all good cause i don't ever plan on seeing him again, ever.

Sigh well all i gotta do now is follow in her footsteps. Go to uni, get a job, settle down and enjoy the little things in life. I don't know about Shanghai anymore, i have to face someone who i don't want to see. I don't know how i'm going to handle it either because i know for sure we're gonna have to chill but i don't really want to. Ah well, time shall solve all problems as i always say.

Peace out,
The King of Random