Yo,
So i was bboying at Downing Centre this Saturday and it's like that place you described to me. The one in Singapore i mean, you know, public, busy and whatnot. Anyways, it also serves as a district court and a local court so is it offensive if i bboy in front of it? I don't think so because alot of bboys train there. So yeah me and my friends were training and then a japanese bboy showed up named Hiro. He was pretty crazy like he was dynamic and stuff and had good tricks as well but he seemed sort of shy. And there were these very very awkward moments where none of us would jump in and dance i mean we did eventually but not that much at the start. Lol i really hate awkwardness i wonder if when we meet up in Shanghai it will be awkward? I personally don't think so but you never know, shit happens man. Sigh.... i think now i know how one would feel when it's like... your not really good at something and someone comes up in front of you and starts busting out crazy shit and like your clapping and everything but i bet secretly your full like "....goddammit dude." Yeah don't worry lol i know what it's like.
Anyways i went to this store today called Battlecraft Games to show off my nerdyness and watch my friend play "drafting" which is when you make a deck from boosters that the store keeper provides. So my friend is playing and oh your fucking god, the people who were at that store were..... NERDY. And not were they only nerdy but they were ugly as fuck too like i don't usually judge how a GUY looks only how a GIRL looks but fuck dude, these kids were UGLY. I do not want to be mean or anything but i can see why they play magic hard out. Oh and yeah Ben if you think i play alot... After you go to that store... THEN you will know what is alot and what isn't. And fuck there was some little asian kid who i wanted to hit because he was being a hardcunt. Sort of like those nerds who will have a heart attack if you forget to roll a dice or some shit. Ah that was a long rant on them.
YAY i just remembered, SHADOW WARS NEXT WEEK !!!! CAN'T WAIT !!!! Man on the subject of awkwardness... how do people get pictures with like other people? Do you just randomly walk up to them and go like "HEY HONG10 TAKE A PIC WITH ME DAWGGG" cause i think thay would be pretty weird XD.
Now on to a more serious topic. Perfection. I was talking to someone about how perfect Jiro is which is pretty true but i didn't tell that person about how i am with perfection. Perfection.... should stay very far from me. Because i usually always ruin it, i'm a strange person i like to bring the worst out of people well.... MOST people. But when i'm in Australia i just do it, like i just tend to fuck things up and sometimes i am aware of it and i try not to but usually shit just happens lol. As one of you have already witnessed, i don't really get along with everyone and when i don't like someone i sort of just tell them and tell them what i think which doesn't always work out *cough cough Chris*. Do you ever find yourself in a position where some dickhead is destroying the perfection? Not necessarily the perfection but like a peaceful moment so for example everyone is joking around and then one dickhead comes in and says something which just fucks everything up =_=+ i don't know why but i don't say what i need to say when that happens i just think to myself "Goddammit SHUT THE FUCK UP !!!!" Yeah this is usually in maths class when Aneesh won't shut the fuck up because he's....... PURE MUSCLE.
Well it looks like that's the end of my blog another random boring post. It seems like my blogs are getting lamer and lamer. Oh and yeah i got totally fucked for trials... gayness. Sigh, i should be optimistic like Sue said and look on the bright side. I'm getting better at bboying again so that's a huge plus =).
Peace,
The King Of Random
Fudge i'm watching Olivia Thai damn she's fine =P
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Dying.
Another week,
Okay, so i just finished watching the End of Evangelion again because it is so fucking good. But it got me thinking, and i just wonder what is dying like? Is it like you suddenly fade away to nothingness, or is it like fainting, more specifically, the fainting game. Because when you play the fainting game, you will lose conciousness and when you wake you will feel as though someone has stolen something from you, time. I don't even want to begin to think what the afterlife is like, in my opinion, i think it's just sleeping forever, its just that humans are not able to comprehend such a concept. Instead we choose to believe the our concsious mind lives on after death but what the truth really is we won't know till after death right?
There's a character within Evangelion named Misato Katsuragi, and she reminds me of Wen Lao Shi. Anyone who is reading this is probably wondering what the fuck i am on about, but she was a teacher in my old old school. The first school i went to in Shanghai. Jincai. I think i was closer to her than i thought, and she was one of the reasons i didn't want to leave JCID. It's not like i have THOSE kind of feelings for her, but she was just really nice to me in a weird way. She was sort of like my second Mum, cause when i went to Shanghai, my Mum wasn't there. Hahaha, Misato sort of mothers Shinji, but i like that. Cause to me, that means she's really dedicated and actually cares about Shinji and isn't just doing it because she has to. I think i wanna see her again when i go back, but she seems so busy these days =S. I was sort of like Shinji, i always wanted attention from her...
Love. It is a mysterious characteristic of the human soul. Why do we love? Why do we yearn for love? Why do some of us hate love? Is it because we're jealous and insecure beings that we have to love? Is it to make ourselves feel higher and better than others that we like to be loved by many? I'm not just talking strictly about relationships, i mean everything. I think that everyone desires love, because it's something that you NEED. It's like a tangible ecstacy, only YOU can feel it, it's not a physical object.
Sigh, i guess theres a little Shinji Ikari in all of us, just some of us are able to hide it better.
Peace out,
The King Of Random
Okay, so i just finished watching the End of Evangelion again because it is so fucking good. But it got me thinking, and i just wonder what is dying like? Is it like you suddenly fade away to nothingness, or is it like fainting, more specifically, the fainting game. Because when you play the fainting game, you will lose conciousness and when you wake you will feel as though someone has stolen something from you, time. I don't even want to begin to think what the afterlife is like, in my opinion, i think it's just sleeping forever, its just that humans are not able to comprehend such a concept. Instead we choose to believe the our concsious mind lives on after death but what the truth really is we won't know till after death right?
There's a character within Evangelion named Misato Katsuragi, and she reminds me of Wen Lao Shi. Anyone who is reading this is probably wondering what the fuck i am on about, but she was a teacher in my old old school. The first school i went to in Shanghai. Jincai. I think i was closer to her than i thought, and she was one of the reasons i didn't want to leave JCID. It's not like i have THOSE kind of feelings for her, but she was just really nice to me in a weird way. She was sort of like my second Mum, cause when i went to Shanghai, my Mum wasn't there. Hahaha, Misato sort of mothers Shinji, but i like that. Cause to me, that means she's really dedicated and actually cares about Shinji and isn't just doing it because she has to. I think i wanna see her again when i go back, but she seems so busy these days =S. I was sort of like Shinji, i always wanted attention from her...
Love. It is a mysterious characteristic of the human soul. Why do we love? Why do we yearn for love? Why do some of us hate love? Is it because we're jealous and insecure beings that we have to love? Is it to make ourselves feel higher and better than others that we like to be loved by many? I'm not just talking strictly about relationships, i mean everything. I think that everyone desires love, because it's something that you NEED. It's like a tangible ecstacy, only YOU can feel it, it's not a physical object.
Sigh, i guess theres a little Shinji Ikari in all of us, just some of us are able to hide it better.
Peace out,
The King Of Random
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Self-promotion, Belonging and Lying.
Yo,
Yeah i skipped a week of blogging because i am currently in my Trial HSC exam period and o boy it is just too gay. And no, i dont mean gay as in happy i mean gay as in fucking wack. Anyways, i thought my random (well not so much random) rant this week would be on three characteristics within humanity. These are: Self-promotion (well i don't know any other word to put it), Lying and Belonging. I think i'm going to discurss lying first otherwise you won't understand self-promotion.
So, how many of us lie? Everyone right? Correct. All of us lie to some extent but it is when you lie too much about too much shit that it gets just a little bit fucking annoying. The question i have for people though is why do you lie? Is it to protect yourself? Is it to promote yourself (WHEE HEE REFFERRENCE) ? Is it because you want to hurt someone? Yes, i do know why one would lie to make someone laugh or to hurt someone but what i don't get is why someone would lie to promote themselves. This is going to sound really upstuck, but i don't consider myself that much of a liar. I mean sure, before i was a pretty big liar and i thought i was low, but then i met certain people and that has totally warped my view. I think this is directed to somebody i know and i'm writing this for you. It will also lead to self-promotion which is another one of my issues which i will rant about.................................................................................... right now.
Self-promotion is a bitch. I don't get why people do it and often when they do do it people are stupid enough to believe them. It's not that i don't want people to be happy or whatnot, but fuck man think of a better way to make yourself look better. You see, my train of thought works like this: I'm shit, i will not accomplish anything. And it works, well for me it does, because the lower you expect of yourself, the happier you will be when you are able to break those barriers. Some people in my school seem to love self promoting themselves *cough cough Fat Annie cough cough* and i can't seem to understand this because CERTAIN INDIVIDUALS are attacking others because they claim they are self-promoting yet the true "tron bshit ppl lulz roflcopter le'lol mind rapers" are the ones who are on the offence. But i guess best defence is a good offence right guys? That's another thing you fuck-knuckle. You lack depth. Your a conformist, but your lying to me, because you listen to pop. Pop is the ultimate form of conformity. So please, drop that shit my friend cause your gay hard core asian teeny bopper shit is not impressing anybody. I can't seem to comprehend the way in which they lie in order to self promote themselves and how they can not feel any guilt because of it whatsoever.
And now, i want to talk about belonging. I am not sure if i speak for more than just myself, but within my school, i don't feel any sense of belonging. I don't have any friends you see, well i do but we dont chill anymore, rather than friends these people are just associates. Most of the time here i feel as if i'm just a staff member, someone who is here because he needs to be in order to support himself, sort of like the hotel staff at a graduation year's formal. But why do i randomly bring up belonging? Because of the formal and because it reminds me that i don't fit in anywhere, whether it be in Shanghai or Sydney. But there are some people and some places that i feel as if i'm a part of. And fuck, i can't think of any. Nah jokes man, i think... there are 2 places that come to mind. Parramatta lion dance group cause we've just done so many performances that we're all friends and what now and..... YUM CHA CRRREEEEWWWWWWW. Yayeh. Shanghai represent bitches. Someone said to me that it wasn't only me but it didn't really give me any consolation or nothing. It just sorta made my argument stronger. All of ya'll fuckers r going on a downward spiral and you really need to work things out but at this rate, it seems like graduation year is gonna be filled with more and more drama.
Peace?
The King of Random
P.S. Hang in there dude, I'm on your side. Trust me.
Yeah i skipped a week of blogging because i am currently in my Trial HSC exam period and o boy it is just too gay. And no, i dont mean gay as in happy i mean gay as in fucking wack. Anyways, i thought my random (well not so much random) rant this week would be on three characteristics within humanity. These are: Self-promotion (well i don't know any other word to put it), Lying and Belonging. I think i'm going to discurss lying first otherwise you won't understand self-promotion.
So, how many of us lie? Everyone right? Correct. All of us lie to some extent but it is when you lie too much about too much shit that it gets just a little bit fucking annoying. The question i have for people though is why do you lie? Is it to protect yourself? Is it to promote yourself (WHEE HEE REFFERRENCE) ? Is it because you want to hurt someone? Yes, i do know why one would lie to make someone laugh or to hurt someone but what i don't get is why someone would lie to promote themselves. This is going to sound really upstuck, but i don't consider myself that much of a liar. I mean sure, before i was a pretty big liar and i thought i was low, but then i met certain people and that has totally warped my view. I think this is directed to somebody i know and i'm writing this for you. It will also lead to self-promotion which is another one of my issues which i will rant about.................................................................................... right now.
Self-promotion is a bitch. I don't get why people do it and often when they do do it people are stupid enough to believe them. It's not that i don't want people to be happy or whatnot, but fuck man think of a better way to make yourself look better. You see, my train of thought works like this: I'm shit, i will not accomplish anything. And it works, well for me it does, because the lower you expect of yourself, the happier you will be when you are able to break those barriers. Some people in my school seem to love self promoting themselves *cough cough Fat Annie cough cough* and i can't seem to understand this because CERTAIN INDIVIDUALS are attacking others because they claim they are self-promoting yet the true "tron bshit ppl lulz roflcopter le'lol mind rapers" are the ones who are on the offence. But i guess best defence is a good offence right guys? That's another thing you fuck-knuckle. You lack depth. Your a conformist, but your lying to me, because you listen to pop. Pop is the ultimate form of conformity. So please, drop that shit my friend cause your gay hard core asian teeny bopper shit is not impressing anybody. I can't seem to comprehend the way in which they lie in order to self promote themselves and how they can not feel any guilt because of it whatsoever.
And now, i want to talk about belonging. I am not sure if i speak for more than just myself, but within my school, i don't feel any sense of belonging. I don't have any friends you see, well i do but we dont chill anymore, rather than friends these people are just associates. Most of the time here i feel as if i'm just a staff member, someone who is here because he needs to be in order to support himself, sort of like the hotel staff at a graduation year's formal. But why do i randomly bring up belonging? Because of the formal and because it reminds me that i don't fit in anywhere, whether it be in Shanghai or Sydney. But there are some people and some places that i feel as if i'm a part of. And fuck, i can't think of any. Nah jokes man, i think... there are 2 places that come to mind. Parramatta lion dance group cause we've just done so many performances that we're all friends and what now and..... YUM CHA CRRREEEEWWWWWWW. Yayeh. Shanghai represent bitches. Someone said to me that it wasn't only me but it didn't really give me any consolation or nothing. It just sorta made my argument stronger. All of ya'll fuckers r going on a downward spiral and you really need to work things out but at this rate, it seems like graduation year is gonna be filled with more and more drama.
Peace?
The King of Random
P.S. Hang in there dude, I'm on your side. Trust me.
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